tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2058799813565185922024-03-06T00:21:35.387-08:00My Sissy Journey of humiliationAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03672165166128934673noreply@blogger.comBlogger85125truetag:blogger.com,1999:blog-205879981356518592.post-46952239049684867802018-02-12T11:46:00.000-08:002018-02-12T11:46:30.302-08:00An explanation, an update and an awesome time with MistressHi everyone, firstly I guess an apology is in order, its been an absolute age since I last posted a blog on here. Theres been a lot going on in my vanilla life careerwise, and combined with not really having much time for kinky fun over xmas and not having any trips out etc this blog kind of took a back seat. I mean theres been plenty of cinnamon time at home, but no-one wants to read a blog of how I tease myself and get off do they? Lol<br />
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I did have one memorable day shopping with my friend again, this time with the sole purpose of finding things for me. It was a great morning and hopefully soon it will happen again, (after a payday) and maybe at a slightly larger shopping place than the town we were in. It is definitely easier shopping being with someone, I keep thanking my friend, but I dont think she realises how much she's helped me!<br />
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Of course a lot of my blogs in the last couple of years have been about my adventures with <a href="http://misscourtney.co.uk/" target="_blank">Mistress Courtney</a> and this weekend just past finally after a couple of months I got to see and catch up with Mistress in another wonderful session, getting some time off has been tricky with the career change, but managed to get the date set. If i'm being honest I was looking forward to it from the moment I received the email saying it was all booked. Then the day before I got a msg saying I should wear makeup to the dungeon, the more makeup the better the rewards, and the less makeup the worse the punishment. That pretty much put my head in cinnamon mode right then and spent the evening before panicking about the drive. I did have a couple of things to do in the morning and found myself with a rushed window to try and make my makeup look good. I also had to make sure I was in girly lingerie and stockings too. But luckily I just had enough time and set off on the paranoid journey to the dungeon. Armed with the Christmas gift I still had for Mistress I got out of my local town, but I'm certain someone spotted me in all the makeup, I caught them pointing out of a car at mine, and just wanted the traffic lights to change. But I arrived without any further sightings and got myself parked up before awaiting that magical text. I headed in as instructed and as that door opened any nerves I had disappeared. I was greeted warmly by Mistress who looked as amazing as ever, and as a plus point she liked the gift I had taken. After a little chat, I was shown into the larger dungeon room, saying a quick hello to Mistress Luci and Princess Lucina as I walked through. I was allowed to use the bathroom quickly as Mistress got us some water, and then well the fun really started.....<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Mistress with me strapped down at her mercy</td></tr>
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I never go into much detail about what actually happens in the dungeon, and sorry I'm not really going to start now, but I will say the session was full of me being tormented, scratched restrained spanked, sat on, teased tickled, and for my first time with Mistress Courtney, caned, yes caned, as in swishy sticks of stingingness I've been afraid of for so long. I can remember holding my breath after Mistress explained about them, unable to move strapped down on the bench, and then somehow, I think it was the tickling prior to the first stroke I giggled, this didn't go un-noticed, but although Mistress said she was a bit rougher on me than normal, and I dont really class myself as liking pain despite the stinging I felt quite exhilarated. After being on the bench, then led over Mistresses knee I was strapped down on my back, I literally couldnt have moved if there was all the chocolate in the world next to me. I lost track of time then as I was taken somehow into that floaty special place, where all I can hear is Mistresses voice yet I hardly can tell what is being said. Those nails scratching felt so sharp, (i'm still finding scratches all over which is awesome) but when they tickled I squirmed. I know I was sat on at one point, which was another new experience for me in a session, and when the time came, well something happened I certainly wasn't expecting, and I dont think Mistress was either. I blame the doxy!!<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">The beautiful Mistress Courtney</td></tr>
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I was released from the restraints and left to just relax a moment, before being allowed to clean up and get dressed. After that we had a chat which was awesome to catch up, but also get some possible future ideas, I liked Mistresses smile when I said that with the new job I could pretty much always get some time to help her if needed, and I know I wont leave it as long till I see Mistress again, i'd go every week if I could!!!<br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg4TvYgrXDE-L_g9NtF3JkemKI85e9973TrofXwo9UsxgsV184XDfuppbV0KbQFwYuj0TiwuZ9nVgxFl7XgXOpKToP6f-TlkofRo4iR10GcSvrBfY2DXTwOdvre1M1ED6ez2TdBwcMBPQav/s1600/Cinn_Fotor.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1395" data-original-width="1085" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg4TvYgrXDE-L_g9NtF3JkemKI85e9973TrofXwo9UsxgsV184XDfuppbV0KbQFwYuj0TiwuZ9nVgxFl7XgXOpKToP6f-TlkofRo4iR10GcSvrBfY2DXTwOdvre1M1ED6ez2TdBwcMBPQav/s320/Cinn_Fotor.jpg" width="248" /></a>I drove home with a huge smile on my face, and spent the next day and a half re-imagining everything. Thankfully even despite a monday morning commute with a frozen car i've avoided the dreaded drop so far. I guess it may have taken just over a month but my first kinky experience of the year was worth the wait. <br />
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I'm going to leave this here for now, hope you enjoy, and also hope it wont be as long before my next blog post. As always feel free to chat to me on <a href="http://twitter.com/SissyCinnamon" target="_blank">twitter</a><br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03672165166128934673noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-205879981356518592.post-31785556293313923442017-11-01T08:51:00.000-07:002017-11-01T08:51:20.924-07:00A night of Halloween fun at Events ChambersHi everyone, I thought i'd make myself a blog of my last evening out as Cinnamon, once again at one of the <a href="http://twitter.com/EventsChambers" target="_blank">Events Chambers</a> monthly kinky parties. I did actually have this blog wrote last week but after an accidental deletion its time to start it up again.<br />
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I knew that this party had a special Halloween theme, although had had no luck whatsoever with sorting a decent outfit early enough. My friend who knows thought she had helped me with a "bad fairy" outfit, but the sizing was way out so it had to be returned. So in the end I found a top on amazon and ordered it, thinking I would wear with my mini skirt, tights and heels.<br />
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Anyways the day of the party came and I after work began my task of getting ready. I was pretty much dressed as I set off from home, all I needed to do was swap my shoes, take off my pants and jacket, put my wig on and freshen up my makeup. I had done a quick effort with my makeup at home, and as it was dark didn't have the same paranoia i've had driving in it before. It was an interesting drive as the weather was way crazy. But I pulled up outside the Chambers just after the start time and made my way in. I was greeted as warmly as ever and allowed upstairs to get changed. And pretty soon Cinnamon was downstairs chatting. Some of the outfits and makeup were awesomely done as the theme was Halloween and the chambers had been decorated, there was even a candyfloss machine and attendant in the reception area. There were a few new faces there this time, yet I felt none of the nerves and paranoia I felt the first couple of times that I went. It was great to catch up with people i've met before and speak to the Mistresses. It may sound strange, but just by chatting I've learned a lot, and its hard to say just how grateful I am.<br />
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For this party there was some food available that had been cooked by the resident Dommes at the chambers, which smelled divine, I was cursing the fact i'd already eaten. There was also entertainment similar to last time which this time scared the be-jesus out of me, anything with broken glass does, but the lady doing the demonstration had a flow to her movements, and managed to keep everyones attention. It was quite erotic if i'm being honest, (even if the scary sissy inside me was cringing at the broken glass) Mistress Arabella led a game at one point as well, two slaves with sparklers inserted into a certain body part followed by them apple bobbing. This game ended up with a caning and something completely different. All the subs were invited to give one spank, I've got to be honest this felt really strange, but kind of cool as well.<br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhKBB5yJHfeH_JsYLaH9vM__CLPU5PTY9E7-bYZiyrc3QwuP0cvPAlqIJ4Qbdl4QLeRQ2D53bjSKMH6zng37-vieXlfGzC7Sm8xoOV3czNFfNmRtJpZln4Qd7KrY04oAtMKNdyhR34zOD1G/s1600/Chambers.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1200" data-original-width="1600" height="480" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhKBB5yJHfeH_JsYLaH9vM__CLPU5PTY9E7-bYZiyrc3QwuP0cvPAlqIJ4Qbdl4QLeRQ2D53bjSKMH6zng37-vieXlfGzC7Sm8xoOV3czNFfNmRtJpZln4Qd7KrY04oAtMKNdyhR34zOD1G/s640/Chambers.jpg" width="640" /></a>All too soon it was time to think about getting home and said my goodbyes before a thankfully dryer drive home. Looking forward to next time, and with permission have pics of the event flyers to share in my blog, all contact details are on there, i'd really recommend the evenings, especially for anyone who may be nervous, i've found that unless you are being told to bend over a stool, or escort a Mistress to the bathroom there is just no reason to be! I've never felt under any pressure there, and even if the chatting isn't about kinky things and is about music festivals etc, its still just as relaxed<br />
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Since the party night i've been keeping myself busy while Mistress Courtney is away on holiday. And kind of invented a kinky random game of chance, involving a playlist of humiliation clips and a timer. Basically selected a couple of hours worth, but only one of the clips gives permission to make a precious cumsie. Over the weekend i've cursed myself for coming up with this game as I have had absolutely zero luck with it. Since then as well i've been told I need to play this game for an hour each day. Its made the ache extremely intense, and has had me almost constantly aroused. i've nearly called someone Mistress at work, and am feeling so submissive all the time. In fact when i'm at home I'm almost cuddled up to the pink pillow all the time now, I guess it is perfect for a sissy.<br />
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Right, I think I am going to wrap this up now as I keep nearly drifting into something I am saving for another blog, as always feel free to chat to me on <a href="http://twitter.com/SissyCinnamon" target="_blank">twitter</a><br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03672165166128934673noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-205879981356518592.post-31838285257333902092017-10-23T08:03:00.003-07:002017-10-23T08:03:55.902-07:00A day of helping film with Miss CourtneyHi everyone, I thought I would write a post about a really fun day I had last week. Helping <a href="http://misscourtney.co.uk/" target="_blank">Mistress Courtney</a> film some clips for her clips stores. And on a chilly afternoon what better way to write a blog than a hot and milky coffee<br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjWir3tehbuqbzfeAmYPJkgLg59d-M7QepgGBu7P7fnou4F8HRSEcJILkQS5r4i1Vh21bVZ0rNa7KXgTDsp5Xbx42j88jBuPRO7zyEJuSpxqWQt8kwm61M0LaajBwkD4aJE_a_F9zodIXIw/s1600/Coffee2.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1455" data-original-width="1300" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjWir3tehbuqbzfeAmYPJkgLg59d-M7QepgGBu7P7fnou4F8HRSEcJILkQS5r4i1Vh21bVZ0rNa7KXgTDsp5Xbx42j88jBuPRO7zyEJuSpxqWQt8kwm61M0LaajBwkD4aJE_a_F9zodIXIw/s320/Coffee2.jpg" width="285" /></a>If you've read my blogs before you will know that I have helped film a few times before with Mistress and had always enjoyed helping, so when I was asked again I jumped at the opportunity. Mistress had booked a dungeon studio called The Facility, in Birmingham and the day before had confirmed the times etc with me. <br />
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I woke up early and made sure I had a proper breakfast for once and set off. My mind wandering in my car, wondering what this place would be like, would I just be behind the camera? or as Mistress had said maybe there would be a little clip with me in, I was glad i'd allowed extra time as the roads seemed to be feeling the effects of a certain Ophelia, the sky and sun a strange colour and the damn 50 mph limit on the M6 rolling into one huge jam. But still I managed to get there about 5 minutes before we'd agreed and after driving up and down the road not seeing the studio thought I'd park up and wait for Mistress. After a moment I saw Mistresses car coming down the road, and we waved at each other, as Mistress parked I walked over and said hi. As none of us had been here before we had a giggle looking for the place, even walking into the wrong yard of some units at one point before finding the place and moving our cars to their car park. Whilst we unloaded the car the first filming slaves arrived and we were all introduced. It was very quiet at first as we were getting ready. The room we were using was really well equipped and I set up the lighting for the area we were going to be using first as Mistress was throwing some ideas around and some of the formalities were done. (paperwork, it gets everywhere)<br />
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Pretty soon we were off with the clips. As always I'm not going to go into too much detail about them, you'll have to check Mistresses store out. I'm often transfixed while filming, trying to make sure I get the camera right while being in awe of Mistress, she has a certain aura of dominance and flows like an artist through a scene, I feel very lucky that i've had the chance to witness it, even though with some things I get cravings like I wish it was happening to me, in between scenes Mistress often tells me she could tell I liked the last one, which just sets me off blushing. <br />
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We filmed a good few clips, including a couple of role-play clips that had me trembling behind the camera, (thank god for tripods) and a couple that made me want to close my eyes, I couldnt of course. Then there was a little swap around, as the first couple of slaves left and another arrived, We had a little break and then started again with the new slave, who also dresses, Sophie. Mistress did her makeup, and I was a little envious watching, but still enjoyed it. Before some clips involving cling film, foot worship, strap on play and a cute pink sissy dress. It did get late very quick and we had to wrap the day up, I wasn't in any clips this time. But Mistress mentioned booking another day after her holiday. The Facility was a really good space to film in. I think there were other ideas that we just didnt have time to get through<br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjVd5OmH6YaDvPIwt5uZH62zERpCOjlCL0KbEAJlPUr4eHqYegsyvVVcr4bfS_0Bve-WH590VrKpQ97Cv3zb7VZ_49TzcKx9HMqqwdusG2Es8WH5BZHXmRI5hmzXHt9Vq77660Pb2emOC0A/s1600/LoveHoney2.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="827" data-original-width="720" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjVd5OmH6YaDvPIwt5uZH62zERpCOjlCL0KbEAJlPUr4eHqYegsyvVVcr4bfS_0Bve-WH590VrKpQ97Cv3zb7VZ_49TzcKx9HMqqwdusG2Es8WH5BZHXmRI5hmzXHt9Vq77660Pb2emOC0A/s320/LoveHoney2.jpg" width="278" /></a>After packing up and saying my goodbyes I left for the thankfully quieter drive home feeling an ache all the way, picturing some of the things i'd seen, imagining being knelt before Mistress and smiling all the way home. I couldn't really relax in my thoughts that evening though as I was home and instantly get ready for work the next day. I knew later in the week as well I had another evening out as cinnamon at the Halloween Events Chambers party. Thats being saved for another blog though, and for now I am going to wrap this one up. Thanks for reading and feel free to chat to me on <a href="http://twitter.com/SissyCinnamon" target="_blank">twitter</a><br />
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PS. Feel free to check out <a href="https://www.clips4sale.com/studio/97973/mistress-courtneys-fetish-lair/Cat0-AllCategories/Page1/ClipDate-desc/Limit10" target="_blank">Mistress Courtney's clip store</a> hereAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03672165166128934673noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-205879981356518592.post-44635840913584593292017-09-18T08:33:00.000-07:002017-09-18T08:33:34.718-07:00An amazing and kinky night at the Events Chambers partyHmm so what does my blog and buses have in common? Yep thats it theres none for ages, then two pretty much right after one another. Well as I mentioned in my last post a couple of days ago I was planning on going to the <a href="http://twitter.com/EventsChambers" target="_blank">Events Chambers</a> party on Saturday. Though its getting to the stage where I am always wondering what to wear! I need a bigger wardrobe hehe!<br />
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Well it came to saturday and i finally decided on my outfit, and got everything ready I needed. The dress, wig, shoes, makeup although as i've done a few times now I wore most of the underwear from home. And as has happened before I pulled into the quietest corner of the motorway service station car park I could find and set about trying to do some makeup. Mainly my eyes, they weren't perfect but for a rush job in a car park I was happy. I pulled up outside and made my way in saying hi, and being as warmly greeted as ever before heading upstairs to change. You know its less than a year since I first attended and I remember the nerves as I almost cowered in a room changing and the way my heart pounded as I walked out into the party, yet now I find those nerves are just not there, so as i finished getting as ready as I could be I packed all of my boy things into my bag and took it back downstairs to be stored. My dress had some lovely comments, and everyone there was friendly, when someone said they thought I was a similar age to them I was delighted, (they were only 23) Talk about a confidence booster.<br />
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I always find chatting at these do's to be fun, to other subs, Mistresses, the staff and well everyone, there seems to be no judgement and its something someone like me doesn't get to feel too often. But there often seems to be plenty of play too, i've found it fascinating watching some of the play when i've been there, even though some of the things scare me silly. I have been teased and tickled lightly and had a spanking there but this night seemed to have a lot of firsts for me. The first one I was in the bar area chatting when a Mistress told me to accompany her to the toilet. (very nervously I followed while explaining i'd never done anything like this before) It was explained to me that I needed to stand and watch and fold up some toilet paper which I did, shaking with nerves and not sure what would happen next. As the Mistress finished she stood and I was instructed to use the folded up toilet paper to wipe her clean. Which I hope I did ok, again I was shaking at this. As the Mistress was leaving the bathroom and said we could go back to the bar I asked if I could just use the toilet. I hadnt banked on the Mistress standing before me as I sat on the toilet feeling exposed, and finding it hard to go, even though I needed to. After some encouragement I managed it though, despite the feelings rushing through me. After I finished my you know what was wiped clean and I pulled my panties back up. As we made our way downstairs I was told its good for girls to "share" and that I could put this in my blog but no names where necessary.<br />
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Later in the evening as things were drawing to a close I received some possibly inadvertent SPH from a Mistress who was instructing a slave to wank. And chatted more with everyone before dressing back as a boy for my drive home. It was a really good night and i'd like to thank all of the Mistresses, all of the subs, for another really fun experience. I can't wait for the Halloween one next month.<br />
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I'm going to wrap this up now, but as always, feel free to chat to me on <a href="http://twitter.com/SissyCinnamon" target="_blank">twitter</a><br />
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Cinnamon xxxAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03672165166128934673noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-205879981356518592.post-9973471547852171072017-09-15T07:58:00.002-07:002017-09-15T07:58:57.648-07:00Another wonderful session with Mistress CourtneyHey everyone, I thought I would make a blog about my latest session with the amazing <a href="http://misscourtney.co.uk/" target="_blank">Mistress Courtney</a> this week. Having a couple of days booked off, I managed to book the session and had been building up excitement to it as I always do. Yes sure I am lucky I can indulge in my thoughts and fantasies at home pretty much whenever I like but theres something about an actual session, that just magnifies all my thoughts.<br />
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I spent the day beforehand getting myself ready, and letting my mind wander before getting in my car and making that now familiar drive. As always when I parked I sent a text to say I was there and felt my nervous excitement grow until the reply came through to come down. I knocked at the door and was let in and greeted by Mistress, who looked as gorgeous as ever. I was allowed to use the WC and then was shown into the dungeon. I was told a couple of things, and then left to get myself stripped to my panties and my wig, I'm never the most confident about my body, so felt quite exposed as I was sat there in only panties, but felt myself melt as Mistress opened the door and walked in with a dress. There was so much satin and lace, as I was helped to put it on I just felt so submissive, and the sensations as it rubbed over my body gave me a goosebump or two. Which Mistress duly noted.<br />
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I posed for a couple of pics, and had to do a twirl, and even briefly show Mistress Luci which definitely made me blush, then I was cuffed to the bar above my head, and given a punishment, with a strap followed by a spanking, paddling and I think a crop as well. I felt something i've never felt before and could consciously feel myself try to stick my bottom out inbetween spanks, despite the stinging I soon felt. When I was uncured I was given a sip of water, before being strapped to the gynae bench, unable to move with my arms and legs secured. Then Mistress put a gag on me (I have a phobia about things in my mouth, but somehow wanted to at least try) Then a blindfold as well. In that moment I felt a vulnerability i've never felt before. I couldnt see, couldnt speak, couldnt move, (other than squirm) everything seemed magnified, from Mistress voice, to the touch of the various things she used to tease and torment me. I could constantly feel my eyes trying to dart around behind the blindfold even though everything was dark for me. Making little moaning sounds behind the gag as I was made to squirm. I lost track of time, and just got in that special place. Riding an edge for what seemed an age before being denied (well for now) As the gag and blindold were removed Mistress watched as I drifted back into normality and explained that I could text and ask permission later that night to make my panties sticky. I was untied and left to get dressed again and Mistress made us a drink. <br />
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We sat and had a coffee and a chat and I always enjoy this. A couple of ideas were discussed and I realised how easy Mistress can make me drift off as she pressed one of my triggers before I was let go to float my way home. I've said it before, but following being in that place in my head no amount of traffic on the M60 can annoy you. Then once I got home I made some food and changed into some of my naughtiest lingerie and teased myself before texting and asking Mistress for permission. I beamed when the reply came back and after a little more teasing did what i'd been told hehe.<br />
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You know i'm already looking forward to my next kinky fun with Mistress. But I also have another fun night at <a href="http://twitter.com/EventsChambers" target="_blank">The Manchester Chambers</a> planned for this weekend, and they are always such fun nights. I just need to figure my outfit out now for it, i'm thinking of daring to try something a little sluttier than usual, but thats because of my naughty moods from the last week or so. I also did debate trying to find a localish place to the chambers that may have done a makeover. But that idea has gone for now, due to cost and well the time i'd need I guess. Maybe another time! If my really slutty idea doesn't work out then I may try this dress again<br />
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Anyways i'm gonna wrap this up and i'm sure you'll be seeing more on here soon. Feel free to chat on <a href="http://twitter.com/SissyCinnamon" target="_blank">twitter</a> as always and have a great and kinky weekend!<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03672165166128934673noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-205879981356518592.post-21495807643502018772017-09-04T07:53:00.004-07:002017-09-04T07:53:54.426-07:00A shopping trip with a friendHey everyone, I thought something that happened at the weekend deserved a blog post and its been a couple of weeks so here goes. I knew I had time off work, and my original reason for booking the weekend off had been cancelled, so I hadn't really got any plans as such. <br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhm0YYw07Wyrpv9SA638yc3jCBhWQlo-EtQET_YGzWw0TUj28OJ0nlW00wRh0eZ3UaLXJaLxMR4NktiSjDR9U7Sb8JrW_ZarCufqMOA4sZkCptEyArec3drpF2V6mTiN_h4YfJJGv648hh9/s1600/AnimalFishnet.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1280" data-original-width="960" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhm0YYw07Wyrpv9SA638yc3jCBhWQlo-EtQET_YGzWw0TUj28OJ0nlW00wRh0eZ3UaLXJaLxMR4NktiSjDR9U7Sb8JrW_ZarCufqMOA4sZkCptEyArec3drpF2V6mTiN_h4YfJJGv648hh9/s320/AnimalFishnet.jpg" width="240" /></a>I've been getting naughtier in my thoughts lately and had treated myself to a clip from a clip store the other night from <a href="http://cruelgf.com/" target="_blank">Cruel Girlfriend</a> (I still remember winning that prize of a months subscription last year) The clip featured a Princess I have met a couple of times at the Bitches UnleShed events, and it was based around a humiliating visit to a mall with lots of tasks to complete for points. I'm sure anyone who reads my blogs regularly can tell, this kind of idea is one of my wildest fantasies. I'm not going to ruin it by naming all the tasks but will say that completing the set would leave any sissy utterly humiliated and embarrassed, even though all the tasks were doable. Do you find in some clips as few of the instructions/tasks just border a little into the impossible? Not with this one. Not with this one indeed.<br />
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I was actually daydreaming about doing this task, even shared a tweet about it, but soon realised checking my budget, i'd kind of need to be a little more flush. But then I had a message from one of my friends who kind of knows everything about me, asking if I wanted to catch up that afternoon, over a few texts we came up with the idea of meeting at the Trafford Centre and having a laugh, some coffee, and maybe I could help her with some shopping. So I had some lunch and got myself ready and set off. I was dressed in my boy clothes, but of course had panties on underneath. I got there and parked up, before heading to where we'd agreed to meet. I thought I was going to be early but my friend was there and greeted me with a hug,<br />
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We went inside and were just having a general catch up chat, then she asked me if there was anything I was looking for in the shops today, I said I wish with a smile, not until payday as I know I have a couple of cool things coming up next week. She giggled at this knowing full well what the "cool things" are. I think this was my first inadvertent blush of the day. We headed into New look first, and I was loosely just following around, feeling some of those feelings, looking for myself, but trying not to show it too much as you know, I was with a friend. This continued for a few stores, At one point I was told a dress i'd said was cute would look great on me, I nervously glanced around but there was no-one within earshot, cue my second blush of the day, I was growing more confident though, I could feel myself looking more attentively rather than just look like the unfortunate guy to get dragged shopping. It was so much fun, and as I wasn't alone, didnt get any of the creeping paranoia and fear that does happen when alone. Then we headed up to the large Debenhams up at the far end of the centre. I knew we were heading to a specific makeup counter, she goes there all the time. I followed but felt the smell of cosmetics as soon as we entered, it has such an effect on me, but I tried not to show it as my friend was chatting to the girl on the counter, and after a moment was trying on all sorts of little testers, in fact the counter girl asked her to sit down and applied some lipstick but kind of blended two colours together, an ombre look. She looked at me and winked, saying I bet this colour would suit me too. The girl from the counter giggled at that. I felt my third blush as my eyes widened and could feel goosebumps all over, I tried to smile and act as cool as I could, as she stood up she grabbed my hand and looked at me all funny. She paid up and we left the store, I was told it was coffee time now. So we walked almost the entire length of the place to our favourite Starbucks, its better than the others somehow, ordered us a drink and sat down. I'd calmed a little and was surprised to hear her say "sorry" I asked why??<br />
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She explained how she saw how I reacted in the makeup department, that by my reaction I actually wanted to be in that chair, especially when telling me the lipstick would have suited me, we've chatted about my kinks before and some of the milder things I have done with Mistress Courtney etc, but she had no idea how nervous they make me, especially in a setting like that, It was just meant to be a friendly joke, I knew it was, I told her that, but said that some little things just trigger my mind, we were back to laughing a little now thankfully and the uncomfortable moment had passed. As we left the coffee shop she asked if there was any other stores I wanted to check out and it was here I had the next blush of the day, saying well...... She told me I could tell her anything, so I said i'd always wanted to go into Victorias secret, without feeling awkward, she looked at me really deeply, like she was reading me, and said ok, we'll go in, but we'd be just pretending we were looking for her. No more uncomfortable moments for the day. She actually held my hand as we went in, and I have to say I could have spent all day in there with her *blushes* the best thing was not feeling dodgy for being in there, I was just in there with a friend, we left shortly after. I walked her to her car and we hugged, I thanked her for the day and she said maybe one day, we can be shopping for you, she then kissed my cheek and drove off. I was on a high walking back to my car, it had been such a cool and fun day.<br />
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Going back to the start of this post I mentioned the clip, I think for sure all the tasks would be doable at the trafford centre, and I know how strong sometimes my humiliation cravings get. Gulp, I think it would definitely need to be around payday on a month with no sessions etc though to do it properly.<br />
Anyways I'll wrap this up here, but have lots more fun, and probably a lot more kinky too coming up, with hopefully a session with the amazing <a href="http://misscourtney.co.uk/" target="_blank">Mistress Courtney</a> next week and also the next kinky play party at EventsChambers with all week off I can really indulge *blushes* I'm sure you'll hear all about it. Feel free to chat with me, either here or on <a href="http://twitter.com/SissyCinnamon" target="_blank">twitter</a><br />
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Firstly last week one afternoon I had the opportunity to meet Mistress Courtney, and spend some time with her. I finally got to give Mistress the last part of her birthday present, and we had some fun. I had to take a selection of some of my girly things and Mistress chose me an outfit to wear out of my case and did my makeup, which always feels sooooooooooooo. I was restrained and paddled and spanked, which felt a little harder than the other times, before being tied down totally and I was subjected to a tickling, scratching, tormenting experience, I was kind of blindfolded with a pair of my own panties, it really really enhanced the feelings, and its been giving me all kinds of flashbacks. I was totally lost in that moment, and can just remember that giggle, and my body jerking, squirming but being unable to really move. Mistress also explained a little more about something she mentioned last time, that when I go to that special place, my eyes seem to change, I find this fascinating in fact i've tried to replicate it at home in front of a mirror, but not had any luck yet. I can't wait to have some more fun with Mistress. There were a couple of things mentioned that sounded so exciting, just so very exciting.<br />
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Then after a couple of hellish shifts at work I found myself getting ready to attend another party at the <a href="http://twitter.com/EventsChambers" target="_blank">Manchester Chambers</a> Anyone who's read my previous blogs will know i've been to a few events there now. My plan for the evening after work was get home, eat and shower, then get as ready as I could while still having boy clothes over the top, and as is seemingly getting a familiar routine did the basics of my makeup while still at home. I drove to the Chambers, wondering how this time would be, I had no nerves at all this time, just the usual paranoia as I drove through the traffic. I parked up and headed inside and was greeted by <a href="http://twitter.com/KarishmaDomme" target="_blank">Diva Karishma</a> <a href="http://twitter.com/MsArabella1" target="_blank">Mistress Arabella</a> and a few other people I have met before. In no time I had nipped to the changing rooms and fully got changed, before heading down to the bar area, It was a very friendly night, as always and I felt relaxed, even when I was threatened with a caning, scarily I may have been a little excited at that point. During the night it was great to chat with others, about all sorts of kink, plus some vanilla stuff too. There was also a few demo's that had been arranged, these were fantastic, they involved a stapler and a very sharp bed of nails, that frightened the life out of me, but looked amazing, especially when the lady was led on the bed, and had a Mistress stand on top. Following this there was a burlesque style strip from a smouldering secretary look down to not very much at all, and it culminated with a lot of red wax that the lady poured over herself. In the dark light and to the music that was playing I got a distinct vampiric vibe that I really loved. <br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiYCg_RbWgii96v2U7S5RnPoy-FrCDgfK5AJsluii7hQ-wIY5sPuLKSz3_TPG4V0opuHzcdPHz7THL7l8zQf-9EmJ2R7JZVxWM3khRxzdQKOpxWMJ9NluIetqwg0sVOvRlwYHyC5v9olWJm/s1600/B%2526WDress.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1156" data-original-width="786" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiYCg_RbWgii96v2U7S5RnPoy-FrCDgfK5AJsluii7hQ-wIY5sPuLKSz3_TPG4V0opuHzcdPHz7THL7l8zQf-9EmJ2R7JZVxWM3khRxzdQKOpxWMJ9NluIetqwg0sVOvRlwYHyC5v9olWJm/s320/B%2526WDress.jpg" width="217" /></a>Another demo a little later was by <a href="http://twitter.com/TheMistressLola" target="_blank">Mistress Lola</a> who had attached two milking units up to a Venus2000 machine, and a challenge was set for two slaves, the first to lose control of their cock would lose and therefore have to take a caning. You wouldn't believe it but this ended as a dead heat so both of the slaves had to take a caning, the machine itself is something that looks nice, but you can easily see how you could get punished, imagine being attached to that with no mercy, yikes that would get sensitive quickly. Anyways after a thoroughly enjoyable evening I had to revert to my boy clothes and get myself home. The problem with my early starts are that I can never seem to make it to the end of the night!<br />
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Back at home on the sunday I just had to indulge in Sissy Sunday, and after the few days i'd had I teased myself to some trembling edges before finally ruining an orgasm that seemed to just ooze out for ages, i've finally found something more frustrating than my football team losing. Anyways i'm going to wrap this up now as i've realised I now have a free weekend next week so need to make myself a plan for it. So as always feel free to chat to me on <a href="http://twitter.com/SissyCinnamon" target="_blank">twitter</a> and hope you've enjoyed<br />
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Cinnamon xxAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03672165166128934673noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-205879981356518592.post-2396894376972207832017-07-31T11:04:00.003-07:002017-07-31T11:04:42.042-07:00My second trip to Bitches UnleaShedHey everyone, I guess my blog posts are like buses, its been weeks since I wrote and now there's two in a few days, I mentioned last time that I would be going to the second Bitches Unleashed event this weekend after having lots of fun attending the first with Mistress Courtney I was looking forward to it, even with the nerves I had as would be attending alone.<br />
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Firstly I came up with a plan to get there without needing to fully change and picked out, and changed the idea of the outfit I was going to wear, and was practicing my makeup for my homework from Mistress for the couple days before the night, I feel that it actually kept me in that submissive space in my head from the moment I left my session last week, personally I think the cumban had a lot to do with that as well. <br />
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Anyways Saturday came and once i'd got a couple of jobs done I started to get myself ready. I wore a little black dress, underneath my boy clothes to travel, I did what is becoming a slightly more common sneak out of my place diving in my car and getting at least a mile or so away before setting my sat nav up. I then pulled into a quiet corner of the motorway services and tried to do my makeup, well, face and eyes, I thought I would leave the lipstick until I got there. I then finished the drive with that paranoia it always gives me. I got there without any incident though and parked up where I was told, before having a quick gulp of water and entering. I was going to head straight for the cloakroom/ changing area but was spotted and very quickly brought to my knees, I was asked what I was wearing underneath as my eyes didnt look like a boys eyes. I then headed downstairs to get changed. There seemed to be a few nerves down there, but mine had strangely gone. <br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3SuCEehHcC0-BRCVaRt4qL45t7YPEqpIlZApmaa6SVo9ovjvRX2VztOhL0PVJUQhWAV0fS55fItPxVhTqsD_3LOAwVXTo0E49uzbqi_6GIrH5-M79fyIXmOiDWypu6OIBR2ZCSqsWRmSP/s1600/NewShoes.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1425" data-original-width="1600" height="285" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3SuCEehHcC0-BRCVaRt4qL45t7YPEqpIlZApmaa6SVo9ovjvRX2VztOhL0PVJUQhWAV0fS55fItPxVhTqsD_3LOAwVXTo0E49uzbqi_6GIrH5-M79fyIXmOiDWypu6OIBR2ZCSqsWRmSP/s320/NewShoes.jpg" width="320" /></a>I headed upstairs and said hello to a couple of people and had single slave written on my arm by Diva Karishma, and was sent to get my appropriate wristbands, they are a great idea, especially for anyone with nerves, or limits, with different bands for different activities and limits etc. I was also given my list for the Slave games. A list of humiliating things and punishments that the single slaves could try and ask one of the Mistresses there to carry out and then sign the list. I guess it was the kinkiest scavenger hunt i've ever seen or been a part of. I'm not going to list all of the tasks but they ranged a lot, I remember being stood on, had more lipstick applied, getting spanked, had my nipples tormented and more. I didnt fully take part in the game, If one of the Mistresses mentioned it I was happy to get an item crossed off, I just didnt feel comfortable approaching Mistresses I'd never met and interrupting them. I didnt finish last though thankfully!<br />
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A big cool part of the night for me was as last time meeting and chatting to others, and just being accepted, I feel in my vanilla life hiding this side of me away means its not often I get to be as open and just socialise. Catching up and chatting to Mistresses i've met before and being introduced to others as well. After the games had finished there was still lots of play going on which as always I find fascinating to watch, it was cool to chat to other subs there who were so nervous earlier on but now proud of their stripes, i didnt get any stripes *blushes* I do seem to be getting more curious about it though.<br />
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All too soon there was a lady coming round calling last orders, and I gathered my things together before saying my goodbyes and leaving for the drive home. Then a lot of thinking when I got home, it was another fun night, just a little different from last time, being one of the single slaves, but I think I chose the correct wristbands for me and wasn't pushed too hard. It was quite a rush knowing that any of the ladies there could give an order at anytime.<br />
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Then on sunday, Sissy sunday that is I was allowed to end my cumban from Mistress Courtney, so after teasing myself for a while both reminiscing and fantasising I treated myself to one of the most intense orgasms i've had, followed a couple hours later by a second, oops! I couldnt help it, especially being allowed to watch a video Mistress had taken of me being spanked by her. I had been looking forward to it for a while, and it was well worth the wait<br />
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PS, I may be daydreaming a lot of being restrained like this again as my mind has been thinking of it since I got homeAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03672165166128934673noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-205879981356518592.post-67070187486931726132017-07-28T09:11:00.000-07:002017-07-28T09:11:29.757-07:00My latest sessionHey, firstly i'd like to apologise as its been an age since I have posted a blog on here. I've kept starting and stopping on a few and just couldnt get one wrote that I like. But anyways I hope this one gets me back up to speed.<br />
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It had been a while since I had been to see <a href="http://misscourtney.co.uk/" target="_blank">Mistress Courtney</a> at the dungeon, its been a busy couple of months, but having some time off from work I managed to get a session booked for earlier this week. I'd been looking forward to it for ages, even before it was booked and for the few days before my mind was wandering into ever deeper fantasies. It came to the morning of the session and as I sent a confirmation text my thoughts were tingling, once again I had no idea what Mistress had planned and found it exciting.</div>
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Despite greater manchester traffics best attempts to slow me down I just about made it and parked up at pretty much the exact right time. Sent a text and awaited the order, I was actually thinking of the first time I did this, the nervous excitement I had, and once again felt those butterflies. My phone beeped with a message from Mistress telling me to go to the door and I headed in.</div>
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I was shown in and said hello to Princess Lucina, before being led to the large dungeon room and had a little chat before the session started. I was undressed by Mistress who really liked the animal print cami and panties I had on, so much that Mistress said she was just going to keep me in those rather than what she had planned and then I had the treat of Mistress doing my makeup. Then I was tied with my arms above my head while Mistress teased me, and spanked and went through a couple of crops, and a paddle, then I was told to get over Mistresses knee for a spanking, including one part where I was lucky to get spanked for every birthday Mistress has had. Next I was strapped into a chair that scarily looks like it would be ideal for cbt, my legs strapped apart and my arms stretched out to the side of me, totally exposed, I can't say what exactly happened then, my head just drifted into that place, as I was teased, Mistress didnt need to shout, even whispering at points. I was told that my eyes change or do something when Mistress takes me into that special place. That made me tingle even more, I was being brought to edge after edge by the aid of a Doxy. I was untied from the chair and then ordered to kneel before Mistress as the doxy was continued to be used, eventually to a lot of laughter I was trying to hump against it, really feeling like I couldnt hold it any longer, and then it was pulled away, it took a moment for me to stop humping even though it was now only air, as Mistress told me I was to be all aching and aroused when I have my night out at the weekend.</div>
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I was then left to dress and had a chat and a coffee with Mistress, where I gave her her birthday presents and we chatted about a couple of things coming up that sound very exciting to me and I was given a couple of homework tasks and told no cumsies till sunday. I left and drove home via a friends house who could tell that i'd been to see Mistress, according to a text later on I was glowing. To be honest as always I seem to have been floating since. </div>
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It may not be as long until I make another blog post as tomorrow night sees the second <a href="http://twitter.com/BitchesUnleshed" target="_blank">Bitches UnleaSHED</a> event in Manchester. I have my ticket and have a nervous excitement about it. Last time I attended with Mistress, this time I will have the S on my head and have no idea what may happen. I'm sure anyone who reads this blog may find out!!</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03672165166128934673noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-205879981356518592.post-85584279524798005052017-06-07T07:32:00.001-07:002017-06-07T07:32:33.940-07:00The next night outHi everyone, I thought it was about time I tried to write another blog post, I do have a few draft ones, but all of them seem to need just a little bit of finishing off and for some reason I just can't seem to get them right, so pretty much this is just going to be a little bit of an update, with what I guess could be seen as a little bit of a hissy fit but somehow feels like it needs saying added in just for the fun of it.<br />
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Well where to start, since my last blog a couple weeks ago there has been another date announced for the next kinky party at the <a href="http://twitter.com/EventsChambers" target="_blank">Events Chamber</a> which i'm looking forward to, I still have to wriggle out of something else that evening but am looking forward to going again and getting the chance to be me for the night and not just all alone at home. I am going to have to figure out an outfit though gulp, maybe a shopping trip, or maybe a playsuit with tights, hmmmm I'll have to think on that one. I just know I may need to treat myself to a cumsie before then as if I got tickled again like last time that would really embarrassingly set my little you know what off!<br />
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I'm going to get my little hissy fit out of the way now, I hope no-one thinks bad of me for doing this, but recently i've had a few DM's on twitter, now normally I do not mind them one bit. But and I say this quite strongly, if i have never chatted with you on there, I will not respond to a DM calling me a loser and demanding I message back as I need to suck you off, especially when you refer to yourself as an "alpha" male. Fuck theres an oxymoron if I ever heard one. I'm not going to deny that I have a humiliation kink amongst my many others, however I dont just expect it off anyone at anytime, yes I know I have a tiny manhood, but I dont see myself as a "loser" anymore, mainly as I take a look at myself and think fuck, i'm living the dreams I've had since my youth, even outside of my kinky side, I have a fairly good job, friends that stick with me through anything, my own place, I get to take part in loads of things that I love and I feel totally happy in myself, now why would I call myself a loser??? Ok its one thing in the middle of play, but accepting some random douche calling it me, oh fuck no! oh and another thing if you read through my twitter, my blog etc, you would probably fairly easily see that anything involving Bi-play just isn't me, that aint gonna change, no matter what so i'm sorry but the next DM like that will receive back a picture of a bottle of hot sauce, and a msg saying to use that as lube, followed by a big BLOCK!!!!!<br />
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Right thats off my chest now, and feels a lot better, to all the people i've spoke to a lot before this is not aimed at any of you, like I say I like nice comments and chat but that just needed to be said!<br />
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Ok where was I. I was very lucky to catch up with the always amazing <a href="http://twitter.com/MissCourtneyM" target="_blank">Mistress Courtney</a> earlier this week, as i'd been asked to help with something, as always I was glad to, and it was also good to have a chat too as its been a while since I last saw Mistress. Its a very exciting time for her and I couldnt be happier! Mistress also planted a couple of seeds in my head about something that has been itching away in there all day today *blushes* I think i'll save more of that for another post though, I also have a little homework task for Mistress that I will be taking a look at!<br />
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I guess this is quite a short post, and once again sorry for the little hissy fit / rant, blame the idiots who have now been blocked and probably will never see this but oh well, i'm off for the rest of the day indulging in my girly side and let my imagination run wild. Feel free to chat to me on <a href="http://twitter.com/SissyCinnamon" target="_blank">twitter</a> as always, and i'll catch you all soon<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03672165166128934673noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-205879981356518592.post-25623502232285518642017-05-22T08:37:00.000-07:002017-05-22T08:37:05.855-07:00A night of Fire and Ice, (and lots of fun)Hey everyone, I thought after the weekend I would have to write a new blog post, as anyone who follows me on twitter or read my last post here would know I had another night out planned for the saturday just gone, so I thought i'd tell you all about it!<br />
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Last year I had my first kinky night out at the <a href="http://twitter.com/ManchesterChamb" target="_blank">Manchester Chambers</a> when they held Sinnation. I enjoyed it a lot and went back for a second time in January. They did hold a third party in February but due to my trip with Mistress Courtney to london and<a href="http://mysissyjourney.blogspot.co.uk/2017/02/a-trip-club-and-another-new-experience.html" target="_blank"> Club Subversion</a> the night before I just couldnt feasibly get there without teaching myself to sleepdrive which wouldn't be the best idea I bet. So when the date was released for the relaunch of the party nights I was excited when I realised it clashed with nothing and would be able to attend! <br />
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It is now known as <a href="http://twitter.com/EventsChambers" target="_blank">Events Chambers</a> and it was announced there would be a theme of Fire and Ice for the re-launch. I did genuinely have a look around for an outfit that would possible go with the them for the night but within my budget it was very tricky so I planned something similar to what I wore for Bitches UnleaSHEd in March. A satin dress, nude tights/pantyhose, heels wig and makeup. So I spent a couple of hours the night before making sure I had everything ready as unfortunately I had to work the day of the party. <br />
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Anyways I finished the shift at work and got myself home and had a quick meal, before feeling the nerves start to rise a little bit, I'd thought of pretty much dressing at home and just covering up slightly to make getting ready there a little easier. A bit like Mistress Courtney told me to do a few weeks ago, so I was dressed and just wore some jeans and a hoody over the top of my cinnamon outfit. But I also did the majority of my makeup at home as well. This is where the nerves really started to make me tingle a little, after all it was still daylight outside when I set off. I couldnt actually get it just as I wanted as my hands were shaking like crazy but managed to be reasonably happy with the results, I just saved the red lipstick for when I got there. The drive was uneventful though apart from a raised heart rate every time I stopped at traffic lights etc, and then the very short walk from my car to the venue.<br />
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As I walked into the yard I was greeted by part of the evenings entertainment, with a fire eating display in progress and a very talented stiltwalker, with people already there watching. I made my way to the reception area and signed myself in before being allowed upstairs to finish off getting ready. The way i'd done most of it at home, I found it was only a couple of minutes before I was storing my bag and ready to start the nights fun. I made my way outside to catch the end of the show, and was greeted by people, it sometimes still feels a bit strange that some people remember me, but I was really grateful. It wasn't long before I was chatting away to someone who was at their first event, and also some Mistresses that I have been introduced to in the past, like Mistress Lola, Miss Kitty, Mistress Violet and Miss Torment I was definitely not as nervous as I have been in the past. I think this was slightly picked up on as well. Pretty soon I found myself inside in one of the dungeon rooms watching an example of a "judicial" caning gulp, all I could think was ouch!! But seeing Mistress Arabella in full flow was a treat to watch, all the same I'm glad I was only watching. <br />
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I was then chatting in the bar-room when I heard my name being called and a Mistress I met at the very first party Mistress Violet was beckoning me over to her so I made my way over and it was really nice to have a chat, whilst performing a simple task for her. She wasn't happy unless I was speaking in a girly voice though, and I tried my best. I was asked about what I like in sessions and things, before being let go being told that maybe later it would happen. There was so much happening its hard to note it all down, and I was talking to lots of people and watching allsorts of kinky fun happening, It was later in the evening when I was in one of the dungeon rooms when I was called over to Mistress Violet again and she introduced me to Mistress Islya, who i'd spoke to on twitter but never met. my weakness for tickling was divulged and soon I found myself sat with my arms way above my head being teased and tickled until I squirmed, It was like I totally forgot I was in a room full of people, my dress was hitched up, and I was trying my hardest not to completely melt, and I lost track of time totally as is always the case when I get tickled like that, my head goes into a place where time doesn't make sense, I was talking to the events photographer outside later and he said you looked like you enjoyed that. It was only then I snapped back to reality and realised it was in front of everyone *blushes* which gave me an extra buzz of the exposure and humiliation, but obviously I seem to really like that so it was all good!<br />
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The rest of the night was mainly spent watching play and chatting with lots of other people about experiences, nights out etc, realising even more how far i've come in what is pretty much only 6 months since my first event like this. I'm really sorry that i've not mentioned you all, it was fantastic to catch up with people i've met before though, and meet lots of new people too, and even better I got a lot of comments about my outfit, even that I had a Debbie Harry vibe going on, it was a shame that all too soon it was getting towards that time where i'd have to think about leaving, so I made my excuses and sort of de-cinnamonised into my jeans and hoody, and regular shoes. I also took off the makeup before making my way back downstairs, it was as I was saying my goodbyes that a couple of people really commented on my transformation, I guess the boy me looks a little different from my favourite side of me. That really made my night. Mistress Arabella did say she didnt like this look on me one bit though!! I did say I still had my dress on underneath though.<br />
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I'm gonna wrap this post up now as it may be pretty damn long but thanks as always for reading, I hope you enjoy, i'm already looking forward to the next party, and booking another session with Mistress Courtney of course! I hope theres lots of kinky fun coming this way. <br />
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Feel free to chat to me on <a href="http://twitter.com/SissyCinnamon" target="_blank">twitter</a> as always, <br />
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P.S another big thanks must go to <a href="http://twitter.com/MsArabella1" target="_blank">Mistress Arabella</a> for all the hard work organising the event, and looking great as the Ice Queen!!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03672165166128934673noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-205879981356518592.post-76196720831071191982017-05-16T11:54:00.001-07:002017-05-16T11:54:24.873-07:00A random little update Hey everyone, I thought it was time I should be looking at doing another blog post, coming up to a couple of weeks after my last. Now unfortunately this one wont have any kinky sessions to tell about, although the memory of that afternoon with Mistress Courtney is still so fresh in my head.<br />
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So what to post about, firstly theres only a couple of days now until I get another night out as cinnamon, for the relaunch of the party nights at the Manchester Chambers. The last couple of times I really enjoyed myself and feel I learned a lot there. So I am looking forward to it, even though I have no idea what to wear. I'm thinking i'll be a lot more comfortable again as i've obviously had more nights out since the last time. I guess the only thing i'll feel is slightly jealous if I see others getting spanked etc *blushes* Anyways i'm sure it will be lots of fun and i'll be posting more about it. Still haven't decided on an outfit but maybe this dress on the right will get an outing? its either that or the on in the pic on the left of this post below that I wore for BitchesUnleSHEd, which feels awesome as its satin and makes me all tingly.<br />
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Sorry i'm going to be keeping this post fairly short, I just wanted to put something here as its been a while. I think my next on may be a longer one after the party at the weekend, and also there are a couple of other things Mistress Courtney has mentioned that are intriguing to me, and of course i'll be looking to book another session pretty much as soon as I can. So as always feel free to chat to me on <a href="http://twitter.com/SissyCinnamon" target="_blank">twitter</a> i'm off to relax in my naughty thoughts and have a couple of cappucino's<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03672165166128934673noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-205879981356518592.post-64506424865507955432017-04-29T09:02:00.000-07:002017-04-29T09:02:22.284-07:00Another amazing sessionHey everyone, its been a couple of weeks since I posted, few things on and to be honest been looking forward to something quite a bit. I mentioned a couple of times that the first anniversary of my first session was coming up, and well earlier this week It happened, and what better way to spend it than having another session with the amazing <a href="http://misscourtney.co.uk/" target="_blank">Mistress Courtney</a><br />
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I've been looking back over the year building up to this, remembering the feelings I had at this time last year, the nerves, the excitement, with a little bit of fear as well I guess. Whilst all the time getting some similar feelings, well the fear has gone now, I think that was just because it was my first time, and totally unknown. There was definitely excitement and some nerves too, but i'll get to those in a little bit. I actually found myself getting lost in thoughts for a good few nights before the day. I even spent the last few days before keeping myself in virtual bubblewrap to make sure I didnt get any injuries or anything.<br />
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The day before the session Mistress told me she would like me to be wearing underwear under my clothes, and some makeup when I arrived. That was where those nerves came in, I know I drove to meet Mistress before Bitches UnleSHED wearing makeup, but that was at night, in the dark. This was going to be broad daylight, well that night I tossed and turned in bed but eventually drifted off into a dream that ended up being very humiliating. I woke up on the day and sent a confirmation message and was told to bring the dress I wore while filming a couple of weeks ago and then had a relaxing morning, getting everything ready, before having some lunch and then getting dressed, I chose a baby pink babydoll, baby pink fishnets and some silky pink panties with a lace trim on underneath a shirt and jeans. I had no idea what makeup to wear, so I started with foundation and a hint of blush, a little eyeshadow and liner and mascara, I had a little play with my eyebrows too. Finally for the lips, I used a lip crayon that came out much brighter than I thought it was, but I didn't have time to change it. Grabbing my bag I got to my car as quick as possible while keeping my head down, and was so conscious all the way to the dungeon, trying to keep my head as straight as possible, especially through the busy section of roadworks on the M60, I parked up and was shaking a little. Trying not to be seen by any passers by, I received a text telling me to go in, I had to put on my dress, and a wig and eye mask Mistress had left out, and to wait.<br />
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As I approached the door I had a flashback of the first time that door opened to me last year. I was tingling as I got myself how Mistress wanted and then put the mask on. I really couldnt see, then heard a little giggle as Mistress came in, I felt those sharp fingernails lightly brush along my arm, now as always i'm not going to go into all the details of the session but at one point I was shown a video of me being spanked by Mistress, while she re-enacted the clip at the same time, it was like an overload of senses, watching it while feeling it at the same time, I was then tied up, which gave Mistress something to pull me about on. It gave me such a great feeling as I was totally trapped. I was then spanked again over Mistresses knee and I found out after that i'd been introduced to a cane for the first time. I was then turned over and teased a lot more with a Doxy, Mistress was mentioning all kinds of idea's, my head was just in that place where everything just feels right, and the ideas were making me even more excited. I was writhing as the teasing continued.<br />
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I was allowed after a while to "make my panties wet and sticky for the drive home" and with the help of the Doxy and Mistresses permission had one of the most intense orgasms i've ever had. I was kind of spaced out then, and was told to just lie there a minute as Mistress went to get some water.<br />
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Mistress came back and we chatted as I sort of came back round, before leaving me to get dressed. I had to keep the sticky panties on though and we had another chat about the session and some possible future plans again and I gave Mistress a little surprise gift i'd got her, I was delighted that she liked it, when I left the dungeon I was on a high, and once again just drifted through the rush hour traffic, I spent the evening still feeling like I was floating, reliving not just that session but bits from all the sessions and things over the last year. Its taken me a couple of days to let everything sink through for me to write about it, i'm sure i'll still be having flashbacks for a long time. <br />
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I've been thinking of the last year or so as a whole lately, I know I feel more comfortable in myself, lived some dreams I thought were impossible, and met some really great people. Yet I know i've still lots to learn and i'm most definitely looking forward to that. Right, this is probably way too long already so I'm gonna wrap this up, but as always feel free to chat to me on <a href="http://twitter.com/SissyCinnamon" target="_blank">twitter</a><br />
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PS no panties were permanently damaged, yay<br />
<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03672165166128934673noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-205879981356518592.post-50720385244210346112017-04-04T08:38:00.000-07:002017-04-04T08:38:46.620-07:00An afternoon of filming funHey everyone, I guess its that time for another post again. Luckily just a day after another fun afternoon so I don't need to rumble around my imagination to try and come up with something to post.<br />
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Towards the end of last week I received a message from <a href="http://twitter.com/MissCourtneyM" target="_blank">Mistress Courtney</a> asking if I could help do some filming again for her which of course I said yes to. I kind of had a feeling how the day would go after doing it a couple of times already until sunday afternoon when Mistress sent me another message both confirming the time, and telling me to bring a dress. The part about a dress was definitely new. Anyways I got up yesterday and did a few jobs I needed to do before getting myself ready and heading off to the dungeon with dress and my wig in a bag. I parked up and waited a couple of minutes before heading down and being greeted by Mistress. I swear she looks stunning whatever she wears, and was excited about the afternoon. We set up in the dungeon room as the other slave arrived and then Mistress asked me if I was forgetting something. Gulp, so it was time for me to get myself changed into my pink dress and wig, with a touch of lipstick too. I didnt wear any heels as the camera is worth a bucketload and well I would hate to have tripped while using it. When I was ready Mistress said "thats better" I did feel a bit apprehensive as the other slave was there and inbetween clips we were chatting etc, but that soon disappeared as we moved around the dungeon filming a load of different kinky fetish clips, including a couple that made my eyes water *blushes* But as always i'm not going to go into details here, you'll have to check Mistresses clips sites for that!<br />
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We took a break half way through the day and this was slightly scary as we all nipped outside for some fresh air, but I was still dressed in my dress but thankfully wasn't really in a visible position to anyone, there were some clip ideas for the future bouncing around then. Then we went back in for some more clips. There was one where both the slaves and Mistresses reaction to a certain toy being used was genuinely hilarious and I had to really bite my lips to stay silent, I soon burst into a giggle after we ended the clip though. Finally after we finished the last clip for the day (or so I thought) I was instructed to kneel over a bench and was strapped down. I was spanked and teased with Mistresses nails until I was shivering. I didnt even care that the other slave was watching or that it was being recorded, It was actually fun, and has made me long for my next session, I keep telling myself its less than a month now! <br />
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We tidied up and had a chat, and some delicious cookies that Mistress had brought with her, before saying our goodbyes, but I did manage to ask if I would be able to attend an event next month at the Chambers where Sinnation was held. I missed the last one as I hit a massive wall after the fun of subversion the day before and travelling back up from that there London! But I have had fun at the couple I attended, I can only dream that Mistress would be able to go as well *blushes* And also hot off the press, the date for the second Bitches UnleaSHEd event at cirque has been released, hopefully i'll be able to attend this one as well, especially as i'm off work that week, the last one apart from the stairs of doom was a great night, that reminds me, maybe I need to find myself a pretty pair of flats??<br />
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Cinnamon xxxAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03672165166128934673noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-205879981356518592.post-54341029562842386862017-03-29T12:44:00.000-07:002017-03-29T12:44:02.700-07:00An upcoming anniversaryHi everyone, thought I would try to make a quick post, i'm sorry it probably wont be as fun as my last post but it feels like a bit of a milestone.<br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgsma3bZfr_trlLPxjykWy9_dAbzRu1NZ_aZs7C8GL8rOhT0m-vQ0psQwzA_-PrEhmHHGtWXRt9tRmObQv4ENXYcnf-qXAYaykJV-FecanHdpuROsDo1Y_7D5N25fRj_XenWReG6GV85IoC/s1600/Coffee2.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgsma3bZfr_trlLPxjykWy9_dAbzRu1NZ_aZs7C8GL8rOhT0m-vQ0psQwzA_-PrEhmHHGtWXRt9tRmObQv4ENXYcnf-qXAYaykJV-FecanHdpuROsDo1Y_7D5N25fRj_XenWReG6GV85IoC/s320/Coffee2.jpg" width="285" /></a>I've been writing posts on this blog for nearly 18 months now, and exploring my submissive side slightly longer. I was happy, making the occasional niteflirt call to the <a href="http://meangirlsphonesex.com/" target="_blank">MeanGirls</a> when I could and doing assignments for them. I'd had a couple of semi public experiences like say at the makeup counter, but it was about this time last year I got a small bonus from my job, and after a lot of thought an idea was forming in my head. I'd thought about a Real Time session with a dominatrix in the past, but to be honest had been a little scared, or had not been in a position to treat myself financially, so nothing had come of my thoughts.<br />
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Anyways, I can remember being on my knees on cam to the MeanGirls one night, pretty much around this time last year, having had a good a call as ever, and having just a quick chat after, I just asked if they would mind if I looked into having a RT session. I was thankful they said sure and that it was cool. Even though its like a year ago I can remember coming off the phone and thinking oh god I will have to look into this now. I took a good few days before really doing anything although I had looked at a number of websites of Dommes. I guess in my area up here in the NW we are blessed with a number of Mistresses. (well within an hour or so's drive) There were a few who's websites stood out, and one more than any others. (for a reason i've kept private since then for fear of sounding stupid)<br />
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I read the website and read it again. Before writing an email trying to follow what the website said. I wrote it and left it in my drafts for a couple of days all nervous, while googling things like "How to initially contact a Mistress" trying to gather some tips. It was probably about a week later I was comfortable and ready to send the email. I tried to keep it short, polite, explaining my interests but also that i'd never done anything like this before so I really wasn't sure of my limits etc, and briefly mentioned pretty much the one thing that I really have no interest in exploring. <br />
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I can still remember sitting there for a moment after I pressed send, my heart was racing and I thought well its done now. I wasn't expecting a reply straight away, but hoped that the email I had sent was ok and wouldn't just be dismissed. I also went away wild camping for a couple of days so had no access to any form of internet, but a few days later when I was back I checked my emails and had a reply. <br />
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Yes the Mistress said she would be able to arrange a session around what I had put in my email, while also explaining not all sessions would involve pain, plus there would be a safe word etc. I felt at ease with the reply and over another couple of emails had a date and time set for my first session. It was still a couple of weeks ago so my imagination had a lot of fun. Indeed I think the MeanGirls had fun teasing me about what may happen on a call before the session, while also saying I would have to let them know what happened in detail. Then finally the day came, I followed the instructions I had been given, (confirming in the morning etc) and I headed off into the unknown. I can still visualise that first session so clearly, from the Dungeon door opening and meeting <a href="http://misscourtney.co.uk/" target="_blank">Mistress Courtney</a> for the first time. Being shown into the dungeon and having an introductory chat, (where I did confess the reason I had been drawn to her website) before being left for a moment. When Mistress re-entered the session started and I was almost under a spell. From the instant Mistress realised I was in panties *blushes* that little giggle. I had my first spanking, and my first real experience of real time BDSM play<br />
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Since then I've had some more sessions that I will have commented on already on here, and some experiences that I never would have thought possible just a short while ago. If someone had told me I would have been on nights out dressed totally as Cinnamon I would have probably bet my car against it, but it happened, helping out as a camera-man (ahem sissy) again I wouldn't have believed it, being used as a "demo" model in front of a hen party of 10 women? you've guessed it, I may have dreamed it but never thought it possible. And here I am looking forward to my next session, a year on from the first, with the possibility of something else Mistress has mentioned in the future too. I've probably never been happier or felt more accepted for this side of me, and i'm sure i'll be back with more updates with more kink in them than this one.<br />
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I'm gonna wrap this up, hope this post doesn't bore anyone, I just felt I had to write it and as always feel free to chat to me on <a href="http://twitter.com/SissyCinnamon" target="_blank">twitter</a><br />
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A few months ago i'd heard through twitter that there was going to be a Femdom evening organised by two well known Mistresses in Manchester. I had asked for some info back then, and then a few weeks ago while I was in London with Mistress Courtney at Subversion the event came up, and I was told that I could go with her. Tickets were bought, plans were starting to be made and Mistress told me that she had rented a house with Mistress Evilyne and that I could meet their group there to travel to the venue <a href="http://twitter.com/CirqueMCR" target="_blank">Cirque</a>. <br />
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Saturday came and I had to get the boring work rubbish out of the way first before heading home. I made sure I ate this time, and then started to get myself ready with a shower, shave etc. Then I started to get dressed, new tights, the dress, I did have a zip up hoodie on, and also a pair of jeans over everything, if it was just that the journey would have been fine, but then the makeup. I started by moisturising then a primer, and my skin matched foundation which didnt look too bad, I then worked on my eyes and was quite happy with them. Although they never look as good as when others have done them. I then packed a bag up with the extras. (my bag, heels, wig, makeup etc) and sat waiting for instructions. <br />
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Following a message with the address to go to I headed off. Nervously checking there was no-one outside as I got in my car and programmed the satnav. Once I got out of my village I actually felt ok for a while as the motorway was quiet and it was going dark. But the satnav took me into the heart of Manchester down the M602 with all the well lit advertising boards making me very paranoid, especially sat at traffic lights alongside other cars, I was trying to look away from everyone else *blushes* Anyways I soon found the address and pulled up outside, took a moment to breathe and have a drink of water before getting out and knocking on the door. When it was opened I thought at first I was in the wrong place as there were two other guys there who I didnt recognise, I asked if I was in the right place but I was thankfully and was told Mistress Courtney was through at the back. so I took my shoes off and headed through. There were two ladies on a couch who commented on my makeup straight away, I could feel the nerves growing now as I walked through and was greeted by Mistress. I was then introduced to everyone, including Madam Cruella, Miss Angelica Andrews and Mistress Evilyne, the other guys, and was told to sit and chat. They were friendly and my nerves at walking into a room of strangers while wearing a dress and makeup soon disappeared. Mistress went upstairs to get ready before calling me up so I could get ready. It was at this point where Mistress gave me a collar to put on for the night. I was feeling very lucky. And hopefully I looked ok in my outfit. <br />
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Back downstairs we ordered taxi's before setting off. As in London a few weeks ago getting into the taxi was nerve-wracking but a few minutes later we were pulling up outside the club. As we got in it seemed very crowded but I instantly felt a little more at ease as there were plenty of people dressed, I even recognised a couple of faces. We made our way to the bar area and at this point I remember being tickled and giggled at when it made me blush, before being asked if I was Cinnamon, I chatted to the slave while we were at the bar and the Mistresses were chatting It was then time to explore. There was three floors in the club, we then headed down some pretty evil stairs to the lower area that holds the dungeon, an outdoor smoking area and a cloakroom/changing area. There was bits of play happening all over, and as usual i'm not going to give all the details away but safe to say it looked like all the Mistresses were enjoying themselves. Throughout the night I met a number of Mistresses i've never met in person before, and when some of them recognised the name Cinnamon I tingled. There was also a moment when a Mistress commented on my legs, which is something thats never happened before. Being introduced as one of Mistresses "boys" made me feel so lucky all through the night.<br />
It was also good to have a brief chat to some people i've met before especially Princess Jessika who I met last year at <a href="http://mysissyjourney.blogspot.co.uk/2016/08/trip-to-sexhibition-sunday-2016.html" target="_blank">Sexhibition</a> and Miss Raven who recognised me from the couple of parties I went to at Sinnation, I really had a good time, and apart from walking up and down the stairs dont think i've ever been as comfortable around others dressed as Cinnamon. There was one moment that really stuck in my mind though, a Mistress asked me why I was not wearing any of the wristband bracelets, I wasn't sure what to say but Mistress Courtney lent in and said that I was collared, at that I felt my insides shaking. <br />
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Finally I have to say congratulations to the organisers of <a href="http://twitter.com/BitchesUnleshed" target="_blank">Bitches UnleaSHEd</a> Miss Kitty, and Mistress Brown, the night seemed to go really well. I hope they both enjoyed it as much as the people I spoke to during the night, I hope theres more events like it, and if allowed i'll definitely be going back. <br />
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Right this seems to have gone on way too long so i'm gonna wrap it up, but as always feel free to chat, either here or on <a href="http://twitter.com/SissyCinnamon" target="_blank">twitter</a> i'm always there, when I'm not lost in a fantasy of hmmm maybe i'll save that one for next time ;)<br />
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Cinnamon xxAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03672165166128934673noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-205879981356518592.post-73906769584905075502017-03-14T09:31:00.000-07:002017-03-14T09:31:58.825-07:00Another fantastic experience and dayHiya everyone. I thought it was time to make another post after the exciting day I had yesterday. I'd received a message from Mistress Courtney last week asking if I could help out being a cameraman erm sissy again. It was on a day off work for me so of course I said I could.<br />
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I think it was last November I had a drive in the wettest conditions i've known down to a dungeon in the Midlands to help film and had no real idea what I was walking into. <a href="http://mysissyjourney.blogspot.co.uk/2016_11_01_archive.html" target="_blank">You can read about it here</a> This time the weather was nice, the drive was shorter and I had a rough idea of what would happen. I'm guessing it also means I was ok managing the camera last time! Since then however I've had a session with Mistress where she mentioned filming maybe with me, and she made a couple of private clips in that session, so there was a part of me slightly apprehensive, especially being told to make sure I was wearing panties.<br />
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And as a strange twist of fate, I've been discussing arranging my next session with Mistress too, kind of throwing some dates around when I'm off work etc, Mistress came back with a date that would work, and by a twist of fate its on the one year anniversary of my first ever session with her. I was like wow, when I realised, and Mistress really enjoyed it when I pointed it out too. Its a year thats definitely flown by, so much has changed and i'm not looking back. Hope you enjoy the read and as always feel free to chat to me on here or <a href="http://twitter.com/SissyCinnamon" target="_blank">twitter</a><br />
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Cinnamon xxxAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03672165166128934673noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-205879981356518592.post-51529288952111807492017-03-07T09:06:00.000-08:002017-03-07T09:06:07.174-08:00New outfits, events and an excited me!Hey, its that time again to dust off my keyboard and make another blog post with a bit of an update. I guess i'd best get the worst part out of the way first, after last weekends fun at Subversion I had a couple of pretty lousy days. I think after speaking to some others once again it may have been a bit of subdrop. I thought it strange as it wasn't like I was in a session or anything like it was last time. However I guess the experience of the weekends was pretty intense. I have to say as well, thankyou to the people on twitter who chatted and helped me through it. <br />
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I really did have the best antidote for it last week on Monday night too, I spent it as always listening to the kinky radio show on <a href="http://secret102.com/" target="_blank">secret102.com</a> and they had a special guest, the one and only <a href="http://twitter.com/MissCourtneyM" target="_blank">Mistress Courtney</a> who appeared to be a natural, and she won their Mistress Chart too, so I was doubly happy!<br />
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I'm sure the fantasies and cravings i'm having will keep getting stronger, and hopefully will have managed to book another session again too. As well as maybe something else Mistress has suggested, I was reflecting the other day and genuinely appreciate just how lucky I am. Anyways i'm gonna wrap this post up and as always feel free to chat, either here or on <a href="http://twitter.com/SissyCinnamon" target="_blank">twitter</a><br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03672165166128934673noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-205879981356518592.post-82476260204903716112017-02-26T09:51:00.000-08:002017-02-26T09:51:07.369-08:00A trip, a club, and another new experience.Hey everyone, I guess regular readers may have known this post was coming. After a lot of anticipation, nerves and excitement my time off work had come. Some of you will have seen on twitter I seem to listen to secret102 quite a lot and they had arranged to have a meet at Club Subversion. I was also lucky that <a href="http://misscourtney.co.uk/" target="_blank">Mistress Courtney</a> had said that I could go with her to the event, which had kind of put a few of my nerves at rest. But also made my excitement grow even more.<br />
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Anyways, the day came, I had my instructions of where to meet Mistress and another of her slaves, (i'm not sure really if he would like naming so i'm refraining from it just in case) and thanks to the aftermath of storm Doris I boarded a train to London that was absolutely heaving, talk about sardines in a tin. I found a little bit of the floor and claimed it before settling in for a fairly uncomfortable journey. But I couldnt care less about it as my mind was totally elsewhere, and after a couple of hours the train pulled in at Euston station. I'd had a message telling me where to meet Mistress and set off in search, it didnt take too long before I spotted her and fairly nervously headed over. I was introduced to her other slave and greeted, I could actually feel my nerves lifting as I was told a couple of plans.<br />
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We headed outside and from there I was just a passenger as various ways of booking posh taxi's via apps were discussed and chosen from. With the cases etc we thought this would be much easier than the tube then another train etc. I must be honest once it was ordered it was pretty much there straight away, we loaded everything in and then set off. We all chatted all the way to the hotel, and I realised just how much of a newbie at all this I am, but didnt feel out of place which was cool, it was quite a traffic filled journey but we got to the hotel in one piece and checked in. We then went looking shopping round all the stores in the town centre as Mistress wanted to try and find some new shoes. I was in heaven at this, especially walking into some of the department stores through the makeup areas and smelling all the cosmetics, being with Mistress also didnt bring us any of the stares I get when shopping alone and my head was racing with ideas *blushes* Mistress found a bag she liked, and then we had a coffee, pretty soon after that we headed back up to the hotel and met some of the others before taking a couple of hours to relax. I ordered room service but the nerves were back by then and I hardly managed any. I think being alone in the room was adding to them. But after a while I received a message telling me to dress and come to Mistresses room.<br />
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We were still in Mistresses room when some other people started to come up ready for a pre-drink It was really good to meet some of the people I've been chatting to online and interacting with via the radio show for months, I still was feeling very much a newbie to the whole thing though and got quite shy, happy to be sat in the corner listening and taking it all in. We then got ready for the taxis to the venue, which was a little chaotic, and I have to say walking through the hotel dressed fully as cinnamon was one of the most daunting experiences i've had, especially the reception area, but pretty soon I was safely on my way. We got there and I had my next nightmare, but got through it ok, full on outside Stairs up to the club entrance, I was so glad I didnt fall!!!!<br />
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Following a quick security search and ticket check we were in, a huge room full of people into all sorts of kinky things, with fantastic costumes, I could feel my nerves subsiding, especially seeing others crossdressed, again more introductions and meeting people and to be honest being there with Mistress made me feel so lucky, I could really see how popular she is, with people wanting to chat with her. The next few hours went in pretty much a blur i'll be honest. Watching some play, hearing the scariest whip sound i've ever heard and laughing, chatting, and just feeling like the real me. Some of the people I spoke to were so nice, and my dress was commented on, it was a great night. To comment on the club, it was quite a large room, with a dancefloor that had been converted into a play area with crosses, benches, a cage and allsorts of scary and fun looking things, the bar was a good size and there was plenty of seating. There was another room set up as a dance room, and a secluded outdoor smoking area, I was gutted that the toilets were down a set of stairs though, but I managed them without breaking my neck yay!<br />
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I met and spoke to so many people I dont know if I dare try and name them all on here as I may forget a couple, It was truly cool to meet so many others, especially Annabel Grey as her dress was amazing, Adam Green from the radio show, his partner, Mr Black Sheep and his wife who's home made feather hat was insanely cool. Becky, Lady Sara Borgia, Domstrapon, Candie kitten and many more. I'm really sorry if I have forgot anyone. I had some other people come up and ask if I was Cinnamon as well which was really unexpected. And although I didnt speak to them I did recognise a few people from my day at Sexhibition last year.<br />
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When the time came to leave, I was in a taxi with Mistress Courtney and her other slave who I met much earlier, we went back to Mistresses room for a bit of a chat. Again I felt lucky and hearing Mistresses ideas etc was an honour. It got late before the walk back to my room still totally Cinnamon-ised but I wasn't even bothered if anyone saw me by then. I got in and cleaned off my makeup ready for bed, wishing that wasn't a beauty essential as it was so nice. Before a couple hours sleep, (i didnt get very much at all) In fact I was stood outside very early the next morning and Domstrapon came out, and at first didn't recognise me in normal boy clothes. That really made me feel so awesome, its not the first time its happened either as it happened at Sinnation last month too!<br />
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Anyways this has gone on for ages now, sorry if i've rambled but as always feel free to chat either here or on <a href="http://twitter.com/SissyCinnamon" target="_blank">twitter</a> and if you want to see what all the radio fun is about check out <a href="http://secret102.com/" target="_blank">secret102.com</a> where the main show is broadcast mon-thurs from 9-11 pm!! <br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03672165166128934673noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-205879981356518592.post-58825702183702125742017-02-19T08:59:00.000-08:002017-02-19T08:59:41.405-08:00Countdown to fun!Hey everyone, thought it was about time I wrote a new blog post, and as its sissysunday what better time to do one. First things first i'm getting ever more excited for my first trip to a fetish club in London next weekend, especially as I will be with some great people and an amazing Mistress. I'm sure throughout the week my excitement and nerves will build but I genuinely can't wait and am looking forward to it. My main worry is that my outfit will be ok, especially as there is a strict "fetish" dress code. When I look back just a year I'm surprised how much i've changed as a person. I've learned a lot both about myself and about kinky things, i'm still in a sort of place where I can sort of stand back and look at the changes and think wow. I'm so glad I took that first nervous step, and feel so much happier in myself.<br />
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I still kind of class myself as a beginner at all of this, but have somehow been being asked questions by people on twitter, who are in sort of the place I was about a year ago. Its quite a cool thing to be able to offer a couple of tips and whatever small advice I can, I know a couple of subs that have seen a Mistress for the first time, who have both said they only went through with it because of the advice and help they've had from both myself and others. I know I have a lot to learn and hope to carry on doing so!!!!<br />
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Going back to my trip to London, i've bought a couple of accessories just to see if they will work with my outfit, including new tights, a new wig or two, a lovely belt and a feather boa (to go along with the theme of the club night) and as far as I can work out i've pretty much got everything I need. Well I may get a padlock for my case on the train. Somehow I doubt the contents will be what other passengers would imagine, and i'm sure there will be a blog post of how the trip goes.<br />
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As i said earlier its sissysunday again, so I'm not going to make this a huge blogpost, as there is plenty of teasing and aching to be done I think especially with the Humiliation playlist playing constant random clips through my TV, but want to mention something, a few months ago I entered a competition to send a clip idea to CruelGirlfriend. I actually won a months membership for the idea, well I was browsing the other night and I saw that the idea has actually been filmed and is on their site and clip stores. So I think I may need to treat myself later, i'm excited to see how it sounds and looks in a clip. I know i'll probably be fantasising about being in a clip with Mistress myself *blushes*<br />
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One last thing, i've been sharing a few more of my pics, both on twitter, and also with my vanilla friend, i'm so amazed how supportive she has been with me, and she makes me feel like a million dollars, I may not have many flashy things, but recently when i'm indulging in this side of me I feel like pretty much the luckiest sissy on the planet, even when the ache grows and the cravings make me feel so weak. Whats the point in having dreams if you don't chase them. So i'm going to wrap this up here and as always feel free to chat with me, either here or on my <a href="http://twitter.com/SissyCinnamon" target="_blank">twitter</a>. Stay kinky everyone!<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03672165166128934673noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-205879981356518592.post-4519073689479321442017-02-07T12:48:00.000-08:002017-02-07T12:48:33.596-08:00An update and exciting times.Hi everyone, its been a couple weeks since my last blog post so thought I would make a quick one. Some very exciting things coming up, and its been a fun couple of weeks as well so here goes.<br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiymHSdcUWZqslTaAqzFUq2bV3fnsJ_eVABtv3CAf6RbF3cniWQgLm0SN54oBl2ya1yy65IqXRcpo6ttFv-ca71TW0oZudcW5QX56h9Rn69hVhmo6Iv8d9D_6jY0QYziUGyrxpt6xK3mwzL/s1600/OverKnee.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiymHSdcUWZqslTaAqzFUq2bV3fnsJ_eVABtv3CAf6RbF3cniWQgLm0SN54oBl2ya1yy65IqXRcpo6ttFv-ca71TW0oZudcW5QX56h9Rn69hVhmo6Iv8d9D_6jY0QYziUGyrxpt6xK3mwzL/s320/OverKnee.jpg" width="320" /></a>Theres been so many views of my last couple of posts, about the session with <a href="http://misscourtney.co.uk/" target="_blank">Mistress Courtney</a> and the video clip she recorded during the session, its given me a feeling i've never really had before. Especially with a couple of the comments i've had about it, I dont really know how to explain it, other than its a good feeling, with it being a video I felt much more exposed than in say an edited picture. Maybe theres a part of me that likes being an exhibitionist I never knew about. I'd like to thank anyone who offered any encouragement about it, or let me know what they thought of the video, its really appreciated.<br />
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Right on with the post. A couple of weeks ago I finally got the chance to call the <a href="http://meangirlsphonesex.com/" target="_blank">Mean Girls</a> again on niteflirt. I've had money in my account there since last summer but with a glitch on international calls, when I had tried the platform would not connect us. I'd almost given up on it, but tried when I saw them online earlyish and it worked. I guess the call was slightly different to when I used to call all the time as I was chatting about things that have happened. Especially things like helping Mistress Courtney at the <a href="http://mysissyjourney.blogspot.co.uk/2016/10/a-hen-party-with-difference.html" target="_blank">Hen party</a> last year. They were telling me how they would have loved to have seen the look on my face as I got all embarrassed. Even after all this time I found that they remembered little things about me, especially like the way I quite often squirm and wiggle about when I get excited yet a little uncomfy, It was really good to catch up with them. Hope to do it again, although I have no idea when I will be able to. <br />
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If you've been under a rock you may not have known it was the superbowl on Sunday just gone. I found myself being asked before the game started if I fancied playing a little sissy game through it all. I was intrigued as I have done something similar in the past. Anyways <a href="http://twitter.com/MistressElesa" target="_blank">Mistress Elesa</a> (who has been an amazing and supporting lady as i've come on this journey) set me the task of cheering along for every point scored, just like a cheerleader, and also whenever a team got into the end zone. For every flag I had to spank myself, and for every turnover use the magic wand for a short period of time. This was tricky enough however there was also the half time show. I was told I had to copy Lady Gaga's every move. (thankfully not the jumping off the side of the stadium.) It was like a full on workout, and I still had the second half of the game to go. <br />
I was getting quite worked up and feeling very girly, then I received a message while the Falcons were still up by over 20 points. If the Falcons win, I could orgasm on thursday, but if the Patriots won I could on Monday. So as the comeback started I got more and more excited. I couldn't believe the final score, but lets just say I enjoyed Monday night.<br />
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Finally for this post i've just about got all my tickets sorted for something that promises to be really exciting, and I guess I'll make a post about it afterwards, but i'm going to one of Londons fetish club nights, and really looking forward to it. Outfit, tickets, travel etc are now all sorted. I have a few nerves but know that I will be fine. I do feel very lucky about it. Especially that I wont be going alone to it. If you see me getting over excited on twitter in the next couple of weeks I apologise in advance. Feel free to chat to me on <a href="http://twitter.com/SissyCinnamon" target="_blank">there</a> though. And I guess i'll be back soon.<br />
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Cinnamon xxxAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03672165166128934673noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-205879981356518592.post-42206888504541146162017-01-24T08:16:00.000-08:002017-01-24T08:16:25.419-08:00A little extra from my sessionHi, this is something i've never done before, but as I posted in my last <a href="http://mysissyjourney.blogspot.co.uk/2017/01/my-latest-dungeon-trip.html" target="_blank">entry</a> there was a totally new element (for me) in the session. Mistress actually recorded some clips whilst making me squirm.<br />
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I was asked to think over how i'd feel about other people seeing these, and to be honest the thought actually has me excited quite a bit, so as a one off and with permission from Mistress Courtney I thought I would share one of the clips.<br />
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I know i'm not exactly svelte, so please dont feel the need to point that out, but the thought of others seeing it is quite exciting, just pls watch it alone, its probably well definitely not safe for work. <br />
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And of course, a huge thanks to <a href="http://misscourtney.co.uk/" target="_blank">Mistress Courtney</a> for the amazing session and ideas.<br />
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So feel free to chat either here or on my <a href="http://twitter.com/SissyCinnamon" target="_blank">twitter</a><br />
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Cinnamon xxxAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03672165166128934673noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-205879981356518592.post-2145513666091279072017-01-21T14:26:00.000-08:002017-01-21T14:33:27.671-08:00My latest dungeon trip Hey everyone. I thought there would be another post this week, after my post about <a href="http://mysissyjourney.blogspot.co.uk/2017/01/another-fun-night-at-sinnation.html" target="_blank">Sinnation</a> last weekend. Knowing that I had my first session of the year with <a href="http://misscourtney.co.uk/" target="_blank">Mistress Courtney</a> later in the week. In fact it would be the first since my birthday session a couple months ago. I had a few "vanilla" things to do during the week but found myself thinking a lot of what may happen. Especially thanks to a couple of messages from Mistress asking to send a couple of my fantasies and thoughts and maybe i'd be surprised with one in the session. Somehow I find it hard to write them straight down even though my imagination is normally non-stop. I admitted this, and also realised Mistress was getting me even more excited about the session. This built up to a fever pitch by the day before, I was invited to go snowboarding, but thought with my injury track record it may not be the best idea. <br />
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The morning came and I woke up feeling really good, I texted to confirm my appointment and set about getting ready. I had a stop to make on the way there and received some instructions from Mistress that were different than normal. It really set my imagination off again. And I realised I may need another pitstop on the way there. I did the usual standing around putting what I may need into a bag, before completely changing my mind and swapping it all. In the end I settled for my fishnet dress Mistress had commented on last week and my pink wig as i'd been instructed to take that. Some makeup and fence net stockings. In my other bag I had the laptop i'd fixed for a friend, so when I dropped that off I had to make sure it was the right bag!!<br />
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I locked up and headed to that now fairly familiar door and headed in, I went into the room i'd been instructed to without seeing Mistress Courtney, and I set about getting ready. I was just about ready when Mistress entered and I gulped, as always Mistress looked stunning. She liked my outfit and helped me with the last touches, while explaining what she wanted to do in the session, at some of the comments I found myself trembling with excitement. I've never been video'd before, and it was going to happen. I then gave Mistress a small gift which she put on and the session properly started.<br />
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Next I was led over Mistresses knee for more spanking, with more of her words making my mind melt, talking about some of the idea's i'd sent, how she would love to make a proper clip with one of them. Almost like a femdom TV gameshow. But i'll leave that there for now hehe. <br />
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After being over Mistresses knee I was well strapped down on my back, ankles held apart with a spreader bar, arms cuffed down the sides and rope strapping me to the trolley. I was gazing up at Mistress as she proceeded to tickle, prod and poke me, making me moan and squirm, which was also for the cameras benefit, I was lost in the moment and then Mistress pulled out a magic wand, which added to the teasing and torment, before Mistress came up with the idea of running a twitter poll to see just how long people would think I could last and then pointing out we would have to do a proper clip then, I was writhing on the bench feeling myself dangling at that magic point desperate to be allowed a release, alas that wasn't coming in the session. I was told that Mistress would like me to still be all excited when I watched the videos later. She left me strapped to the bench to calm down while she got me some water, and giggled as she returned as something certainly hadnt calmed down. Then unstrapped me, checked I was ok and left me to get dressed. </div>
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I was pretty much dressed as Mistress came back in for a chat, she showed me a little <a href="https://twitter.com/MissCourtneyM/status/822492084670238720" target="_blank">video</a> and has posted it on her twitter showing off the Necklace I gave her and saying she was still going to exploit me, I nearly melted right there again. We talked about a few things and it looks like being a very busy few weeks, I genuinely feel lucky. As always I left with a huge smile on my face, despite the ache, and floated through the 5pm friday traffic. I've said it before, but seeing Mistress does seem to stop any signs of traffic frustration. I got home and made some food before sitting down and checking my phone and......<br />
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I'm gonna wrap this up now as its gone on quite long, but needless to say i'm excited about a fair few things coming up, and feel so very lucky about it all. As always feel free to chat, either on here or on <a href="http://twitter.com/SissyCinnamon" target="_blank">twitter</a>, and I need to say a huge thankyou to <a href="http://misscourtney.co.uk/" target="_blank">Mistress Courtney</a> and also the <a href="http://twitter.com/StockportBDSM" target="_blank">Stockport Dungeon</a> for another great day.<br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03672165166128934673noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-205879981356518592.post-18721462757210578082017-01-16T13:02:00.000-08:002017-01-16T13:02:46.085-08:00Another fun night at SinnationHey everyone, Its been a couple of weeks since I posted but to be honest I was waiting for now, as i've finally got something kinky I can post about. A couple of months ago I went to the first Sinnation party <a href="http://mysissyjourney.blogspot.co.uk/2016/11/my-night-at-sinnation.html" target="_blank">(which you can read about here)</a> and had a really great evening, luckily I was free this last weekend, so planned to return. I already felt after last time I would need a new outfit. So I've found a couple of dresses in the January sales and thankfully one of them fitted me just right. (I've made a mental note of the store and the size for future purposes) I dont think I properly do the dress justice as it is gorgeous but it just feels so so nice. <br />
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There was lots of kinky play taking place, and inbetween chatting to other people there, I was lucky to be allowed to witness some. I'm not going to go into too much detail, but safe to say there were some amazing examples of Dominance and submission. Having people recognise me from last time, and just treat me normally was great too. I was in one of the rooms watching a couple of scenes take place and was even asked by a Mistress if I would like a foot rub from her slave, (being that I am pretty much the most ticklish person around I politely declined) There wasn't the same demo's as last time, but I wouldn't say it altered the event at all, it was relaxed kinky fun, watching a scene unfold in front of you really seems to give you more respect for the Dommes, the way they seem to effortlessly seem to be able to control play and adapt as things come up. I know that it will be similar in a session but standing at watching really gave me the chance to ponder and think on it which is like really cool. Once again I didnt really join in any play. I was happy just taking it all in. Anyways the time really seemed to fly and it seemed I was in my car on my way home before I knew it, although after i'd got changed back into boy mode and was saying my goodbyes ones Mistress didnt realise I'd been Cinnamon for the night, that really made me tingle a bit its like she's a totally different person. Hopefully i'll be able to go to more nights like it, and for anyone nervous, i'd say there is really no need to be. Once again a huge thankyou to all the Mistresses for making it happen, and to Mistress Felix for the help with my makeup and generally looking out for me, the event page is linked here <a href="http://www.themanchesterchambers.com/sinnation-2-4-1-kinky-play-party/" target="_blank">Sinnation</a> page. <br />
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I'm also excited now for my session later in the week with the amazing <a href="http://misscourtney.co.uk/" target="_blank">Mistress Courtney</a> it'll be my first one of the year and I hope the first of many. I was hoping this may be a totally kinky week, but some decorating does need doing after a impromptu flood in my kitchen the other evening. But I'm really hoping for at least some Cinnamon time. I'm guessing with the session later in the week it may not be as long until I post next. So as always feel free to chat, either on <a href="http://twitter.com/SissyCinnamon" target="_blank">twitter</a> or on here.<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03672165166128934673noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-205879981356518592.post-41019665543375237472017-01-09T15:46:00.003-08:002017-01-09T15:46:36.141-08:00New Year, and hopefully more kinkHey everyone, first of all I'd like to wish anyone who reads this little slice of the internet a happy new year. Its been a busy few weeks for me with work and so i've not had much chance to indulge in my kinks, no matter how much i've been thinking of them. In fact from my birthday through to christmas I wasn't allowed any orgasm, but it did make the one I had on Christmas nearly as intense as the one I was given on my birthday session. I do have some time booked off work in the next couple of weeks and hope to be having a session with the awesome and stunning <a href="http://misscourtney.co.uk/" target="_blank">Mistress Courtney</a> which to be honest i've been looking forward to since the last one which seems an awful long time ago now. There is also the possibility of some other things coming up too which could be fun, firstly i'm hoping to go back to the next Sinnation party this weekend, I did have fun at the first one a couple of months ago, it was in a way liberating to be out as Cinnamon, would be good to have that feeling again. Then next month theres also a chance I will be attending a well known club in London which i'm sure will be an experience.<br />
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Speaking of panties, i've had a good go through of all my things in the last week or so, mainly as I had to make more room for my "cinnamon" things. Especially the panties, theres a pic of just a few of them here. I didnt realise I had so many and it really seems that pink is the predominant colour for me with them. It seems appropriate somehow.<br />
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I've really found my fantasies and cravings taking off again the last few days since normality resumed after the holidays, and really hoping to be exploring and pushing them again soon. I know I say it often but I am so grateful to all the people that have helped me, or offered advice on this journey I am on. I'm realising more and more just how lucky I am. <br />
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I'm gonna leave this post here, but will be back soon with an update, and see if I can turn the time off into the week of kink part 3!! As always pls feel free to chat either here on on <a href="http://twitter.com/SissyCinnamon" target="_blank">twitter</a><br />
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