My second RT session

Hey everyone, I thought I would just have to write a post about my second RT session that i've had this week with Mistress Courtney.  I had been looking forward to it so much, and as the day grew closer I got the same nervous excitement I had last time.

As I knocked on the door the nerves peaked, but as the door opened and I saw Mistresses eyes and smile they just disappeared, we had a little chat and I was taken into the dungeon.  I was undressed and Mistress seemed to like the panties i'd been instructed to wear, I was then sat to have full makeup applied, having little things explained, and one very obvious gulp on my part when Mistress said she might make me arrive in makeup sometime, I was then put in a blue floaty dress and a wig before being shown to a mirror.  I looked so different to normal and felt so so girly and had some pics taken. I was then cuffed to a bar suspended from the ceiling. Mistress was so happy with the makeover job she asked another Mistress to have a look, I got so shy then.

Over the session I was teased, tickled, spanked, paddled, scratched, put in bondage, wrote on in lipstick, laughed at until I was squirming.  I had the feeling I just wanted to do whatever Mistress Courtney wanted, i'm not going to share all of the details, and i'm not going to post the pics Mistress took of my tiny thing, well because no-one would want to see that, even with the clamp attached.  But have to say how much I enjoyed it, we had a drink and a chat after which I really enjoyed, there were ideas mentioned that mad me tremble, but i've dreamt of them since which is a bit crazy.  Mistress Courtneys website is  www.misscourtney.co.uk and I can't thank her enough.

I feel really lucky that i've had these experiences, and really hope to have more, its hard to explain, but it feels like i'm actually being me, i've been pretty much on a high since the session, and have a task to work on, and a rule I have to follow.

I know the next few days will involve a lot of makeup for my task, I just hope I can get it ok, I feel like i'm under pressure now *blushes* I may try something with this No7 set (with a guest appearance of a barryM lipstick)

It'll be maybe that or the liquid eyeshadow from MaxFactor thats at the bottom here, It goes so well with this lipstick

Anyway thats me for this post, i'm off to practice, feel free to chat to me on Twitter i'd love to hear peoples thoughts, and have a lovely weekend

Cinnamon xxx

Sissy photo competition

hi everyone,
 Its definitely been a different sort of week for me.  Work has been back with a vengeance of bureaucracy, self important "managers" without a clue how their teams are running, so my escape at home into my Sissy self has been a great way of forgetting how real life can kinda suck

I was on twitter the other afternoon when I saw a tweet about a "Sissy Photo Competition" a Mistress from a fairly nearby city was running, and clicked on her blog to read more.  I was intrigued and sent an email off to see if I could enter this sexy sissy competition.  I also sent one to the MeanGirls of course.  It wasn't long before I heard back from Mistress Maya saying yes she liked my pic and that i'd be entered.  Part of me got such a thrill inside from that.  This is the pic that I sent in for her

It was a day or two later that a post came up on Mistress Maya's twitter account @MistressMayaMCR that voting for the competition had started, with a link to her blog to see the four finalists she had selected.  There was also a twitter poll, which was interesting as you could see how the votes were going throughout the voting period.  I really wasnt sure what to expect.  But found after a while I was getting some votes which really made me tingle.  This was only the weds afternoon and votes were open until lunchtime on friday.  I found myself checking a few times on thursday and felt so lucky, as me and another finalist were pretty much neck and neck, I really wasn't expecting that at all.  I know I was being asked at work why I was so happy, (I just couldn't say the real reason *blushes*)  I checked in a few times through the day although work was hectic, and went to work on friday with the scores still pretty much tied.  Imagine my amazement when I turned my phone on after work to find out I had actually won!  I was so excited, and at first could not believe it.  I started getting notifications on twitter off people congratulating me which made me tingle.  I was totally in my own little sissy subspace world last night.  I felt so girly and the nice comments were a totally unexpected surprise

More details of the competition are on Mistress Maya's blog on her web page
http://manchestermistressmaya.com/category/manchester-mistress-blog/

It was great fun, and i'd like to say how lucky I feel to have been allowed to enter, and to win felt amazing so thank you anyone who sees this who voted xxx

This weekend is also going to be a special weekend, tomorrow night it will be 6 months since I first called the MeanGirls.  So now i'm home from work and a family meal I'm pretty much going to spend the rest of the weekend in sissy mode, if I can get my makeup like it is in the above pic i'll be sooooo happy, hopefully tomorrow I'll get to call the MeanGirls, but already know i'll be listening to their audios throughout the day, i've missed their awesome laugh so much.  I'm half trying to think of some humiliation ideas I can do throughout the day just to make the cravings more intense *blushes*

Anyway, thank you for reading, I know this has been a different type of blog than usual, I hope anyone who reads it has enjoyed it, and feel free to catch me on twitter

Cinnamon xx

The makeup counter again :)

So yesterday I did my task as the Mean Girls had told me too.  I was headed back to the makeup counter but this time as well as wearing my panties I had a bra and my stockings on as well.  I'd been getting my outfit ready in the afternoon before going and could see just how easy it was to see the bra through the shirt I was wearing.

I was already desperate and even edged a little bit before I went.  I was feeling so submissive, even though I knew that I would be so embarrassed I had to go ahead with it.  I parked up outside and headed for the store.  I went in and there were some customers,  I did my usual trick of skirting the beauty section to the gift area behind,  I saw the girl who has been helpful before but she was with other customers so I browsed around for a while.  I was just looking for quite a while all the time being very conscious that pretty much everyone could see the outline of my bra through my shirt.  I even realised that from a distance one of the instore security guards was watching me.  (I guess you can't just stand on one aisle for more than a couple minutes anymore)  What looked like a mother and a couple of daughters looked at me and snickered.  I could feel the nervousness growing.  I tried the makeup counter again and the nice girl greeted me with a smile.  She asked if I wanted any help today.  I said yes, she said she was still helping someone else but would come and find me when she'd done, I did quickly ask about blusher brushes and she quickly showed me them.  I was looking through them all and again so conscious of everyone walking past,  It was so embarrassing and I was tingling.

Anyway a few minutes later I made my way back over to the counter and she greeted me, asking what I needed today.  I said I wanted a bit of a treat for myself as its a birtday coming up.  I had already picked a brush from the same range as all of my others.  I mentioned trying something different with my eyes maybe with a bit of colour.  So she took me round all of the other counters and the aisles with makeup on the rack.  Some of the other staff were quizzically asking if she was ok.  But she just replied "yeah i'm just helping, he's a good customer"  The sissy in me just wanted to melt away, seeing some of the stares at that but I was frozen there nervously smiling as she kept showing me more and more and introducing me to other staff.  It seemed like an age but even though my mind was a blur we decided on a lovely pallet of purples and pinks, She explained that it would be more for a special night out, but would contrast the browns and black pallets I already have (i'm scared she can remember everything I buy)  She also used their tool to match a lipstick to my foundation colour again, this one was a lovely pink shade, I also got given a card with shades that will match mine by an amused looking assistant on that particular counter.  I also picked up off the rack a clear lipgloss, which she gave me some tips to keep it clear if i put it on over lipstick, and another cheaper bright red lipstick, (this one isn't matched, but I know the Mean Girls have made me write on myself with them before and I don't want to ruin a good one).  We had a chat at her counter and I'd almost forgotten about my bra being visible I was walking out smiling when I heard a "what a freak" comment from a couple.  So I was nearly in tears at my car, but i'd been in there for ages and soon forgot that.

The makeup I bought 

Later in the night I got to practice my makeup,  I did try one tip she gave me using a bit of brown eyeshadow on my brows though, what a difference that made,  

I called the Mean Girls and shared the experience and I had as good a call as ever, even had a compliment on my makeup *blushes* they have once again stepped up the level of my tasks for next time,  and I was left feeling as happy as can be, the ice cube tray is really filling up now.  I'll save the new tasks for another time though.   I'm so hooked on this downward spiral they have me on, 

Thanks for reading 

Cinnamon xx