Showing posts with label ruined orgasm. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ruined orgasm. Show all posts

Tuesday, 22 August 2017

A kinky and fun few days

Hey everyone,  I thought I would have to put together a blog post about the last week or so, its been lots of fun for me.  So I made myself a cappuccino as is always necessary and here goes!!

Firstly last week one afternoon I had the opportunity to meet Mistress Courtney, and spend some time with her.  I finally got to give Mistress the last part of her birthday present, and we had some fun.  I had to take a selection of some of my girly things and Mistress chose me an outfit to wear out of my case and did my makeup, which always feels sooooooooooooo.  I was restrained and paddled and spanked, which felt a little harder than the other times, before being tied down totally and I was subjected to a tickling,  scratching, tormenting experience, I was kind of blindfolded with a pair of my own panties, it really really enhanced the feelings, and its been giving me all kinds of flashbacks. I was totally lost in that moment, and can just remember that giggle, and my body jerking, squirming but being unable to really move.  Mistress also explained a little more about something she mentioned last time, that when I go to that special place, my eyes seem to change, I find this fascinating in fact i've tried to replicate it at home in front of a mirror, but not had any luck yet. I can't wait to have some more fun with Mistress.  There were a couple of things mentioned that sounded so exciting, just so very exciting.
The fishnets I wore for the night

Then after a couple of hellish shifts at work I found myself getting ready to attend another party at the Manchester Chambers  Anyone who's read my previous blogs will know i've been to a few events there now.  My plan for the evening after work was get home, eat and shower, then get as ready as I could while still having boy clothes over the top, and as is seemingly getting a familiar routine did the basics of my makeup while still at home.  I drove to the Chambers, wondering how this time would be, I had no nerves at all this time, just the usual paranoia as I drove through the traffic.  I parked up and headed inside and was greeted by Diva Karishma  Mistress Arabella and a few other people I have met before.  In no time I had nipped to the changing rooms and fully got changed, before heading down to the bar area, It was a very friendly night, as always and I felt relaxed, even when I was threatened with a caning, scarily I may have been a little excited at that point.  During the night it was great to chat with others, about all sorts of kink, plus some vanilla stuff too.  There was also a few demo's that had been arranged, these were fantastic, they involved a stapler and a very sharp bed of nails, that frightened the life out of me, but looked amazing, especially when the lady was led on the bed, and had a Mistress stand on top.  Following this there was a burlesque style strip from a smouldering secretary look down to not very much at all, and it culminated with a lot of red wax that the lady poured over herself.  In the dark light and to the music that was playing I got a distinct vampiric vibe that I really loved.



Another demo a little later was by Mistress Lola who had attached two milking units up to a Venus2000 machine, and a challenge was set for two slaves, the first to lose control of their cock would lose and therefore have to take a caning.  You wouldn't believe it but this ended as a dead heat so both of the slaves had to take a caning, the machine itself is something that looks nice, but you can easily see how you could get punished, imagine being attached to that with no mercy, yikes that would get sensitive quickly.  Anyways after a thoroughly enjoyable evening I had to revert to my boy clothes and get myself home.  The problem with my early starts are that I can never seem to make it to the end of the night!


Back at home on the sunday I just had to indulge in Sissy Sunday, and after the few days i'd had I teased myself to some trembling edges before finally ruining an orgasm that seemed to just ooze out for ages, i've finally found something more frustrating than my football team losing.  Anyways i'm going to wrap this up now as i've realised I now have a free weekend next week so need to make myself a plan for it.   So as always feel free to chat to me on twitter and hope you've enjoyed

Cinnamon xx

Thursday, 24 November 2016

A new experience, and great day

Hey everyone, I said in my last post that this could really be a week full of kink.  So far it really has been.  After my night at Sinnation at the weekend and a relaxing(ish) day on sunday I found myself getting ready for a drive on Monday.  I'd been asked a few days before if I could maybe help Mistress Courtney and Mistress Chloe on their filming day by doing some recording,  i'd said yes pretty much straight away and was looking forward to it.



So it came to Monday morning and I got set off driving in what must have been the most hellacious driving conditions I have ever known.  So much spray on the motorway and a few near calls with people not looking before moving whilst wondering just what would happen as this was all new to me.  I also had the obligatory service station coffee stop before finding myself close to the location, TP_Dungeon so I pulled up and relaxed for a few minutes.  I headed over and saw Mistress Courtney outside and said hi, I was introduced to Mistress Chloe and shown the studio, then I helped unload the car.  The first of the filming slaves arrived then too.  We set a couple of cameras up then I was given a few instructions, and told how to use the cameras.  The other slaves had arrived by then and were in a chat with ideas etc.  Then the fun started, i'm not going to go into detail over everything I saw, but I saw a lot *blushes* we were there for the entire afternoon and managed to get a good few clips filmed, i'll be honest a lot of the clips were of things that aren't usually my sort of thing, but I found myself being in awe of the Mistresses and the way they were, from CP to CBT with a lot of things inbetween, I was having a few cravings of being played with as well.  But I had a job to do, even when a couple of moments made my eyes water.  So I kept focussed and tried my best to make the clips good, I felt quite voyeuristic as well  (if i'm being completely honest as well, for the second  time in three days I was seeing other naked guys, what I saw really made me feel quite small, I always knew I was but that hit home)  I think everyone there had a laugh through the day.  I feel I learned a lot, but also enjoyed it.  Seeing Mistress Courtney happy was an amazing feeling.  And I felt really good that i'd been able to help.  I stayed till the end and helped load Mistresses car up after before heading back to my car.


The journey home was thankfully slightly less wet,  and my mind was racing.  I was so aware of the ache I was feeling, after witnessing everything the last couple of days.  And I got home tired but happy.  I got changed and had a bite, then messaged to Mistress I was home safely like she's asked and confessed that I was kind of aching after seeing everything.  Her reply was that she may keep me in "chastity" (not caged just denied) till my session later in the week.  So from there I knew there wouldn't be any releases just yet.   For the next couple of days I felt the ache grow and grow as my imagination kept running wild.  Strangely though I was doing a vanilla hobby on tuesday and my aim was on fire.  It was supposed to be a competition but that was postponed. Oh well I would have kicked ass if it was on.

Anyways I'm going to leave this for now, there will be another update from this amazing week at some point though (its a bit too fresh for me to really blog about at the moment).  as always feel free to chat to me, either on here or on twitter

Cinnamon xx

PS, Can I call myself a cameraman, or would it be camerasissy *blushes*