Even though its only been a couple of days since my last post I just had to write another. As I mentioned last time, this weekend was 6 months to the day I first called the awesome MeanGirls and restarted this humiliation journey i'm on. I knew I would have to call and had asked earlier in the week if they'd be available. (thankfully they were) I'd bought their new audio, and listened over and over to all of their others over the weekend, so I was excited to call.
Being in the UK its always fairly late at night when I get chance to call them. This time it was later than usual, but I saw them become available and called. I'd remembered what I had worn the first time, and made sure I had the same outfit on *blushes* I'm sure there is a pic of it on their wall of shame, it was very pink, the panties have a ruffled skirt on them and the cami has a black lace trim. The outfit was topped off with the baby pink fishnets and my wig and makeup.
|The third one from the left is the Osculate Orchid|
|The third one from the left is what I wore|
Miss Erika and Miss Vicki once again complimented my makeup, especially the new "Osculate Orchid" lipstick I had on, this made me blush as when I first called them I was totally useless at it! We chatted about how things have been at work with Jess and I said i'd been that busy at work literally hadn't spoke at all, only a couple posts on Facebook. They took this and started that paranoia ride in my head, I was trembling as they asked me what I would do if one of the girls from the makeup store added me on there and left a message asking why i'd not been in a while? It got intense as I was realising I was maybe just a couple steps away from total exposure. I think I got very quiet and I think they picked up on that, I was being led to admitting all sorts and they gave me some intriguing ideas for future calls, the humiliation kept coming and It wasn't long before I was begging, and then I was allowed a glorious release all over my saucer, of course they made me lick it all up. (its only just struck me writing this that every orgasm i've had for 6 months I've had to consume) How embarrassing is that!
After the call we had a bit of a conversation on twitter that to me reiterated just how awesome they are as they said they thought they may have taken it a bit over the edge on the call. But I assured them although it was a scary thought, I trust them now. You know what, I really do!
Then yesterday after an awesome dream I was playing on twitter and realised i'd been followed by a lot of people that I hadn't followed back, so I went through the list and pretty much anyone that seemed like a real persons account that didn't just post porn etc I followed back. I got a message not long after from someone calling me Mistress, thanking me for the follow. I had to admit obviously i'm not a Mistress, this guy was actually calling me Hot based on my profile pic,
As you can see from the pics here, (I removed his name for dignity etc) I admitted I took it as a compliment, and I'll be really honest part of me tingled deep inside, that someone actually thought I was female. After the sexy sissy photo competition last week and now this I dont think i've had this many "physical" compliments before, and it certainly feels different from the humiliation, it's feeling very different to me, I still have the cravings to please women, and to hear them laugh, but also for once maybe being called sexy and pretty and hot is cool as well *blushes*
So also yesterday I was playing around with my makeup, making the most of a
stormy day and I posted a couple of pics to twitter of the results after adding a couple of filters and cutting away part of the pics so my whole face isn't on it. Again some of the comments were so nice to me on there, from both other sissies and also from a couple of Dommes, it made me tingle again, so when I was sent home from work again earlier I couldn't resist having another play, i've come up with one pic I love and hope other people like it as well *blushes* the false lash effect mascara really makes my eyes pop, I hope no-one minds the filters i'm not brave enough to show my whole face otherwise
Anyway sorry this is a long post, thanks for reading, and feel free to catch up with me on twitter