Thursday, 28 April 2016

My first RT session

Hiya, thought it was time I wrote a new blog.  Especially with what happened earlier this week.  I said last time about a potential session with a Mistress, and earlier this week it happened.  I dont think i'm going to share the full details of what happened, more my feelings,

The day started by confirming my attendance later that day, followed by a few hours at home feeling the nerves grow, and they grew.  I was also feeling excited, aroused and had other feelings rushing through my mind, they grew even more on the drive down there.  When I arrived I was given my final instructions and found myself being greeted at the door by Mistress Courtney.  We had a chat first, it kind of helped with the nerves a bit, and was given a safe word system,  I was left for a moment to look around the Dungeon as Mistress got us both some water, then the session started.

I really wasn't sure what to expect, but what happened really exceeded anything I had thought.  Mistress Courtney had an elegant style, and exuded power and control without even raising her voice, I was embarrassed, teased and humiliated throughout, one thing that really stands out was Mistress picking out the smallest dildo, then comparing it to me, and the dildo was still nearly twice the size,  There were a few pics taken for me to send to the MeanGirls here is one of me about to get my first ever spanking.

I'm really so glad I did this, and really enjoyed the session although i'm not going into much detail here, i'm quite scared to admit I genuinely seemed to enjoy being restrained so I had no control, it made the feelings much more intense.  After the session we had another chat with a hot drink.  I honestly can't thank Mistress Courtney enough, and she is truly stunning and made me feel utterly submissive and embarrassed while somehow making me feel safe and putting my nerves at ease as well,  Its probably a cliche, but I left feeling like I was floating.  Part of me wished i'd had the courage to do this years ago.

I had a pretty damn awful drive after that, but just coasted through the traffic feeling all relaxed.  I ended up meeting a friend on the way home and we had a meal together.  She was saying I just looked so relaxed and was glowing.  (this is the friend I confessed about dressing to) and after a bit of  persuading I admitted i'd just been to see a Mistress,  she was fascinated but more about how I found it etc, (I didn't share much of what happened, I really didn't need to) again as with the dressing she was soooo supportive about it.  After that although our chat moved on to "life" stuff I was in a happy haze, and was till I got home, I slept wrapped in satin that night, and had a very humiliating dream,  I pinched myself when I woke up even.

I had a few chores to do the next day and wanted to get out on my bike for a ride, but during all that, just reminiscing the previous day I found myself emptying out a new drawer in my bedroom, and organising all of my panties in it, when you open the drawer now it is like an explosion of pink.

Last night I shared what had happened with the Mean Girls, and hopefully later tonight will be able to call them, I'm really looking forward to it.   I dont think without calling them the last 9 months or so I would have ever pushed my sissy journey so far, somehow they make me feel so very lucky

Cinnamon xx

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